#89: Never Stop Me From Crying

In which Lauren & Mattias are joined by special guests Monali King and Jess Smith with the topic of spirits and spirituality among other witchy things! They discuss their recent movie night films, along with discussions about how to extract sugar from fruits.

Content:

• Opening
  • steps, diet, and extracting fruit sugar
  • eggs & mushrooms
  • Energy drinks
• Special guests!
• Weekly check in
• Movie on!
  • Last Man Standing
  • My Fair Lady
• Intermission
• Ghosty and spiritual interview with Monali King & Jess Smith
  • Backgrounds and beginnings
  • Childhoods
  • Dealing with skeptics
  • Aggressive ghosties
  • Reading demonstration on Mattias
  • Past life reading demonstration on Lauren
  • Aura readings
  • Secondhand shopping tips
• Wrap up
  • Favorite movies
  • What's ruining our lives
  • Live Mad Libs! September 6, 2024 2pmEST/8pmCET on Twitch @roastytoastyghostypodcast

Transcript

Speaker 1 0:06

In a world where everything is unscripted. This is.

Speaker 2 0:10

Roasty Toasty Ghost.

Speaker 3 0:15

Hello, is everybody out there?

Speaker 1 0:17

Everybody.

Speaker 3 0:18

Is everybody out there? Is everyone here who is supposed to be here?

Speaker 1 0:23

I hope so.

Speaker 3 0:24

So so far it's going great.

Speaker 1 0:26

Yeah, you mean the happy-sode.

Speaker 3 0:29

The happy-sode. It's a happy-sode.

Speaker 1 0:33

Yeah, happy-sode.

Speaker 3 0:36

My pants are wet.

Speaker 1 0:38

Oh, okay, I thought you were cracking my pants. What are you cracking now?

Speaker 3 0:44

My pants.

Speaker 1 0:45

Oh okay, oh okay.

Speaker 3 0:46

oh, that's I said cracking, not crapping you said it yep okay what else do we have to say right now, before we start? Thank you for listening to the we did and if you kind of liked our episode, follow us on the social medias.

Speaker 1 1:08

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Speaker 3 1:14

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Speaker 1 1:19

Consider supporting us on Buzzsprout where you can find deleted content and our entire movie night list.

Speaker 3 1:27

We hope you enjoyed this episode just as we enjoyed making it. We'll be back with another one next Tuesday on a podcast provided near you. Goodbye Matthias, goodbye Lauren. How many Exactly Count?

Speaker 1 1:42

I mean my parents and my sister.

Speaker 3 1:44

Have they seen you cry? Yeah, oh my gosh, how embarrassing. Count I mean my parents and my sister. Have they seen you cry? Yeah, oh my gosh, how embarrassing.

Speaker 1 1:48

Yeah, but that was when I was a kid.

Speaker 3 1:51

Yeah.

Speaker 1 1:52

You know. So that's different. I don't think I have cried because of sadness in my adult life.

Speaker 3 2:00

Okay.

Speaker 1 2:01

That's not good. I don't think that's good.

Speaker 3 2:03

I don't know, it's probably not good. I don't think that's good. I don't know, it's probably not good.

Speaker 1 2:06

But I can't really help it, because I just don't cry that much.

Speaker 3 2:10

Maybe that's something to talk to our special guest about. Yeah, maybe she can break you, maybe she'll break you.

Speaker 1 2:17

Yeah, you can never stop me from crying after that.

Speaker 3 2:22

Yeah, you're going to be like in a crying coma for three months yeah, working no, you have to be called out sick oh yeah, yes you have to be called out, like someone else has to do it for you. You have to you're in such a depressed state.

Speaker 1 2:48

Yeah, you can't talk doctor's uh, doctor's note note yeah too depressed to work.

Speaker 3 2:56

Can't stop crying.

Speaker 1 2:58

Unable to function, yep, due to emotional state yeah, yeah, that would be good, good for you, thank you.

Speaker 3 3:05

You're welcome.

Speaker 1 3:06

Yeah, so I have taken over 20,000 steps every day this week.

Speaker 3 3:12

That's crazy. Very good.

Speaker 1 3:14

Yeah, I'm kind of proud of myself, kind of I mean yeah.

Speaker 3 3:19

Not really, not really, no, no, not completely.

Speaker 1 3:23

I mean, I could always be better I think 20 is pretty good when you double your goal yeah that's good but then again you have done way better with the weight thing, but I have been good with what I eat yeah I mean some other things do contain sugar. I mean, like I eat yogurt every morning before work that contains sugar right, I'm pretty sure, because it's sweet.

Speaker 3 3:54

Yeah, then it probably has sugar, yeah.

Speaker 1 3:58

But it's not that much.

Speaker 3 4:00

Yeah.

Speaker 1 4:00

So it shouldn't make a big difference. And then I eat fruits which has.

Speaker 3 4:08

Natural sugars.

Speaker 1 4:09

No, it's fruit sugar.

Speaker 3 4:12

Yeah, it's natural sugar.

Speaker 1 4:14

Yeah, that's okay. It's not really bad, no, it's okay. If you eat it, you know, with the fruit.

Speaker 3 4:21

Yeah.

Speaker 1 4:22

And not like extract it from the fruit.

Speaker 3 4:24

Why would you extract the fruit sugar from the fruit? Yeah, and not like extract it from the fruit. Why would you extract the fruit sugar from the fruit?

Speaker 1 4:27

no, but to eat it I don't know, but that's what google told me.

Speaker 3 4:31

Oh, as long as you don't extract it and don't eat the fruit, it's good for it okay so I guess, so google suggested that it was possible to extract the fruit sugar from the fruit and then just eat that and not the fruit yeah, exactly I want this fruit, but I just want the sugar in it nothing else exactly how do you do that?

Speaker 1 4:56

uh, I'm I'm sure someone knows okay, that's right. But I don't think I I'm not that interested in I guess you have to like boil the fruit up to you know.

Speaker 3 5:11

Separate. Yeah, exactly Stuff. Maybe that sounds like a lot of work.

Speaker 1 5:17

Yeah.

Speaker 3 5:18

Just for sugar.

Speaker 1 5:19

Yes, and not fruit, exactly.

Speaker 3 5:22

No, it's not just the cutting down on the carbs, but I also take a break from eating for at least 16 hours, but it usually ends up being longer than that.

Speaker 1 5:35

You're fasting.

Speaker 3 5:36

I do that.

Speaker 1 5:37

You know who you should talk to.

Speaker 3 5:39

No, no, it's not really fasting, though. Is it Because you said it's just taking a break from eating? I said that it's not really a fast, though. Is it Because you said it's just taking a break from eating?

Speaker 1 5:45

I said that it's not really a fast yeah. Did I. Yeah, that was cool.

Speaker 3 5:50

Okay.

Speaker 1 5:52

I didn't hear myself say that.

Speaker 3 5:54

Oh well, you've said it before.

Speaker 1 5:56

Okay, yeah.

Speaker 3 5:57

Not today.

Speaker 1 5:58

Previously. Well, that shows that I'm a genius.

Speaker 3 6:03

You are. I'm just taking a break from eating. It's not really a fast.

Speaker 1 6:08

No.

Speaker 3 6:08

After dinner I was just not eating anything until lunch. True true, and I brought the eggs with me because I was hoping that the time would end by breakfast, but it never really did. Okay, it was always after. So I was like I guess I'll just wait, and it was a nice snack after work. Yeah, before going to the gym true eggs are good for you yeah, high protein, low carbs, it's good have you tried raw eggs?

Speaker 1 6:37

no I feel like I've asked you this before have you have I or I don't, I don't know.

Speaker 3 6:43

I feel like we've been talking about this before. I don't know, have you done it?

Speaker 1 6:48

Yeah.

Speaker 3 6:48

Why and when and how'd it go?

Speaker 1 6:51

Years ago. It went well.

Speaker 3 6:54

Was it gross, not appetizing, I guess.

Speaker 1 6:57

No, but it wasn't the worst.

Speaker 3 6:59

Okay, Well, you eat shrimp too, so you'll eat anything.

Speaker 1 7:03

Yeah Well, not mushrooms. Okay, Well, you have but you didn't enjoy it. No, I can eat mushrooms, it's not a big deal, but my stomach really don't like mushrooms.

Speaker 3 7:18

Okay, so no, does it, you get a stomachache.

Speaker 1 7:21

I do.

Speaker 3 7:22

Like does it feel like someone's stabbing you?

Speaker 1 7:24

I don't remember.

Speaker 3 7:25

Okay, let's try it and see what happens.

Speaker 1 7:27

Yeah, first have your mushrooms, then I take out the knife.

Speaker 3 7:34

No.

Speaker 1 7:35

No, I don't really care for the taste either.

Speaker 3 7:38

Okay.

Speaker 1 7:39

I guess I get, like you know, mog knip.

Speaker 3 7:43

Yeah, yeah, it gets tight. Yeah, okay, it gets tight.

Speaker 1 7:46

Yeah, okay, that's probably what I get from it.

Speaker 3 7:49

Maybe you're just sensitive to the mushrooms, yeah. I mean that's fine. I get reactions to the canterelles. Yeah, I like that you what.

Speaker 1 8:00

You're like, yeah, you said it was fine that I had my problems. I mean that's fine, that's fine that's okay.

Speaker 3 8:10

I'm relating to you because I have reaction to the canterelles, where it feels like someone's stabbing me in the stomach yeah so it's kind of the same in a way, in a sense but yeah, I end up getting stuck on the couch or in bed for hours.

Speaker 1 8:26

Yeah.

Speaker 3 8:27

Because it hurts, but they're good. I like them. It's awful.

Speaker 1 8:30

Yeah, I don't think it's worth it.

Speaker 3 8:33

I guess not.

Speaker 1 8:33

Since I don't really like the taste of it and you know consistence.

Speaker 3 8:39

Yeah.

Speaker 1 8:39

Texture.

Speaker 3 8:40

Yeah.

Speaker 1 8:41

Is that what?

Speaker 3 8:41

you said yeah, yeah, yeah. Is that what she said? Yeah, um, yeah, no, is that what she said? What is that what you say? Is that what she said? Are you trying to make a joke.

Speaker 1 8:53

Yep, I don't like texture um anyway oh yeah we're not even anywhere. We haven't started yet.

Speaker 3 9:05

We're changing the subject.

Speaker 1 9:07

Yeah.

Speaker 3 9:08

Let's open this up.

Speaker 1 9:09

Yes.

Podcast Banter and Medium Guest

Speaker 3 9:11

Opening up the episode Next. Oh, I got it this time. Good have new sips today.

Speaker 1 9:19

Yeah.

Speaker 3 9:19

Different kind of sips.

Speaker 1 9:21

Yes, is noco a Swedish thing.

Speaker 3 9:24

Chairs, chairs, a Swedish thing, I don't know.

Speaker 1 9:28

I don't know, because I only hear Swedes talking about it, nocca.

Speaker 3 9:33

Nocco, oh nocco, I'm always going to call it nocca, I don't care. No care, no care.

Speaker 1 9:41

Ha, ha ha.

Speaker 3 9:47

I don't know. Do we really have to?

Speaker 1 9:49

know this I have. Is this necessary? Yes, it has. Punt, it must be swedish. Yeah, it doesn't say on the can red bull.

Speaker 3 9:53

So that's a swedish thing too, I think okay everything is swedish. Everything in sweden is swedish and a monster monster. Monster is also Swedish. Yeah, it actually has English words, you know, in the text.

Speaker 1 10:08

This one On monsters. Oh yeah, I know.

Speaker 3 10:10

Like the description thing on the back how big are monsters? This is 330.

Speaker 1 10:16

Is it 500?

Speaker 3 10:17

That's too much Too much. Too much. Okay, why don't they make mini monsters? Wouldn't that be adorable? I want a mini monster.

Speaker 1 10:26

that's half the size yeah, like 250. It's smaller than this. Mini monsters yeah, monster, get onto this I mean 250.

Speaker 3 10:33

That's a red bull it's like a good size, though, yeah and uh, regular monsters are too much you know the one we bought at dollar Store Mm-hmm, that was $2.50. Yeah.

Speaker 1 10:46

I want many monsters. Yeah, okay, so Nocco is Swedish.

Speaker 3 10:51

Okay, it is All right.

Speaker 1 10:53

Just wanted to say that Awesome Nocco Cola.

Speaker 3 10:56

Nocco Cola, and it's okay. It's okay, All right. 89. Yep. Hello and welcome to Roasty toasty ghosty.

Speaker 3 11:04

I am one of the hosties, lauren yeah, and I am the other one, matthias the other hostie yeah you're the ghosty okay, I can be the ghost, I'm the hosty, you're the ghosty kind of because you just kind of sit there and say yeah true, um, yeah, oh yeah I messed it up uh, yes and uh, we are going to be your favorite people for the next 20 minutes and then you're gonna have more favorite people later we have an unusual episode today.

Speaker 1 11:45

Yes, which is?

Speaker 3 11:46

very exciting.

Speaker 1 11:47

Yes, very, very exciting, even more unusual than last week's.

Speaker 3 11:51

Yeah, so that's true.

Speaker 1 11:52

Yeah, because last week's was so special.

Speaker 3 11:55

Very special. Every episode is special.

Speaker 1 11:58

Okay.

Speaker 3 11:58

But this one is even more special Because, you know, I said the title of the Not the episode, episode no. The podcast, yes, is roasty, toasty, ghosty yes so people would assume we talk about ghosts yeah and scary stuff maybe, but uh, no, that's not the case. But today we have a special guest that will be coming on in the second half, who is a medium, so we will be talking a little bit ghosties yeah for once.

Speaker 3 12:30

So you'll have to stick around for that for the second half. First you have to deal with the boring first half oh yeah, us talking us talking and just saying yeah, words, yeah I'm gonna You're gonna say yeah, and I'm gonna say all the other words that I have to say.

Speaker 1 12:50

And I just want to say that I have a ghosty watching me at all times.

Speaker 3 12:55

Oh, my tattoo, my ghosty tattoo.

Speaker 1 12:58

Yeah.

Speaker 3 12:58

Yeah, matias, you are here.

Speaker 1 13:01

I am.

Speaker 3 13:02

Are you excited to be here?

Speaker 1 13:03

Uh yeah.

Speaker 3 13:04

Yeah, cool. How are you doing right now?

Speaker 1 13:08

Right now I'm pretty good, I would say so. I am a little bit wet from From what? From being outside in the rain, but other than that, I mean it really woke me up because I was kind of tired before.

Speaker 3 13:24

Me too. I was falling asleep. Yeah, a bit. No, I'm good, awesome. And how are you? I am also really good. I'm feeling better.

Speaker 1 13:35

I'm breathing, I'm feeling better.

Speaker 3 13:39

No, I'm feeling better, I'm doing okay, good.

Speaker 1 13:43

Good, fine, if you say so.

Speaker 3 13:47

Do you want to talk about your week, your very exciting week?

Speaker 1 13:52

I mean, yeah, sure, let's talk about the week. I mean what?

Speaker 3 13:56

did we do last weekend? Last Saturday, I know that I took my daughter into town and we went shopping a bit. Yeah, that's. I feel like that's pretty much all we did. Yeah that I can think of right now. Yeah, we went clothes shopping because her birthday is coming up soon and we usually get birthday outfits for the kids, so the funny thing is that I was feeling kind of fun, you know, like I do sometimes.

Speaker 1 14:27

Oh.

Speaker 3 14:27

I let her pick out an outfit for me.

Speaker 1 14:30

Okay.

Speaker 3 14:31

I showed you. Uh, she picked out these really wide leg pants. They're kind of comfy actually, but I feel like a tent.

Speaker 1 14:41

Okay.

Speaker 3 14:41

They kind of look like a skirt, but oh, yeah, yeah and like every time I put them on she'd laugh at me. So I was like, okay, these are my clown pants now.

Speaker 1 14:51

Yeah, I said they looked like a shirt, a skirt.

Speaker 3 14:56

It looks like a shirt.

Speaker 1 14:57

It looked like a shirt.

Speaker 3 15:02

A low shirt On my legs. You're wearing that wrong. It's a shirt.

Speaker 1 15:09

It has a hole in the crotch, that's weird. No, a skirt.

Speaker 3 15:15

And she also picked out this like knitted white t-shirt. It was kind of cute. I'm not sure when I would ever wear this outfit, but she picked it out for me on her birthday for her birthday yeah, you should have it oh yeah, I'll wear it for her birthday on sunday, okay yeah, this sunday this sunday yep very cool so when this comes out, her birthday will have already passed yeah, yeah, it's in the past now. She'll be a nine-year-old at that point.

Speaker 1 15:48

So old.

Speaker 3 15:49

She's old. Anyway that was Saturday.

Speaker 1 15:53

Saturday Then on Sunday. On Sundays, that's more eventful.

Speaker 3 15:59

That's when you come in.

Speaker 1 16:00

That's what I mean by eventful.

Speaker 3 16:03

Yeah.

Speaker 1 16:04

I do something.

Speaker 3 16:06

What did we do?

Speaker 1 16:07

We went for walks.

Speaker 3 16:09

We found trails.

Speaker 1 16:11

Yes.

Speaker 3 16:12

We were looking for one that I had heard of and I had a general idea of where it was, but we couldn't find it.

Speaker 1 16:21

No.

Speaker 3 16:21

So we abandoned that and went to a different one. Yeah, and we walked that with it was you me, my life partner and all three kids.

Speaker 1 16:30

Yeah.

Speaker 3 16:31

After that they were all tired, so I left them all at home. My oldest is old enough to take care of the youngest or the younger two, so it was fine I trust him.

Speaker 1 16:44

It was just the kids yeah.

Speaker 3 16:47

So don't call social services on me, he will Already done. You already did that, All right all right, so there's already a case on me.

Speaker 1 16:57

Yeah, all right Well we left them at home. Actually, they're staking the place as we speak.

Speaker 3 17:03

Oh, okay, they're staring through the windows that are blocked off. Yeah, Okay, we left the kids at home and we went to another trail in the woods.

Speaker 1 17:17

Yes.

Speaker 3 17:18

And while we were there, what happened?

Speaker 1 17:21

We heard thunder.

Speaker 3 17:23

Yeah.

Speaker 1 17:23

And then it started to rain rained a lot, we were soaked yeah, it started raining. Maybe I should say yeah, that too, that's also true yeah it rained and it started raining yeah, it started to rain and then it was raining, yeah and then it continued raining yeah until our clothes were soaked through yeah, well, it continued after that, even, yes, it's not like it stopped when they're wet. Now, okay, stop the rain stop the rain everyone.

Speaker 3 17:58

Good job, we did it. No, it rained a lot.

Speaker 1 18:06

It did.

Speaker 3 18:07

So, and we were in the middle of the trail.

Speaker 1 18:10

Yeah.

Speaker 3 18:10

It's not like we could turn around and go back. We just had to finish it, and so we did that, and then we brought you home, and that was that.

Speaker 1 18:18

Yeah, that trail was near my school when I went to school.

Speaker 3 18:24

Where you went to school. Where you went to school? Yeah, and the first trail was close to where I live.

Speaker 1 18:29

Yeah, right now, not where you went to school, not where I went to school I didn't go to school there.

Speaker 3 18:34

No, no.

Speaker 1 18:35

But once we saw a guy, a half-naked guy, punching the air there, that's true, we did, and it was very weird yeah, it was like a life lesson yeah, in a way if you want to be half naked punching air, you should go to that place that's a good place to do that.

Speaker 3 18:58

I don't know. People are weird yeah anyway, uh, we did work this week yes, right we worked all week and we've been doing pretty good, I believe yes uh, with the health wise doing well yeah yeah, uh, let's see, I think I biked after work on monday okay I went out for an actual bike ride, yeah, and then I went to the gym on Tuesday, wednesday and Thursday. Yeah, we went on Tuesday and Thursday. I went on Wednesday without you.

Speaker 1 19:33

Yeah, so we went to the gym on Tuesday, then you went to the gym on Wednesday, and then we went to the gym on Thursday.

Speaker 3 19:43

That's exactly what I said.

Speaker 1 19:45

Yeah, well, you didn't say it in order, not in order, no, but you did, yes, so now it's clear that I went to the gym on Tuesday and Thursday. Yeah, I don't know why, you just said that you went to the gym all those days, oh, Because I was there two of those I don't know.

Speaker 3 20:04

I was just talking about myself you were also there.

Speaker 1 20:07

That's also a detail yeah, I'm pretty big, I'm not small no, you're not.

Speaker 3 20:16

Uh, and the results of the week hasn't been good not great, all right uh, no, what do you mean?

Speaker 1 20:28

results like weight, yes, wise yeah I'm. I haven't lost a lot of weight, but you've dropped about 0.1 each day so that's like 0.5 for the week. That's half a kilo no, that's good's good yeah.

Speaker 3 20:45

It's something.

Speaker 1 20:46

Yeah, I don't know, it's okay. I yeah, I don't know. Now you want to talk about you.

Speaker 3 20:56

Do you want me to talk about me?

Speaker 1 20:58

If you want to.

Speaker 3 20:59

I've gone down two kilos this week.

Speaker 1 21:01

Yeah.

Speaker 3 21:02

Okay, yeah.

Speaker 1 21:04

Very cool.

Speaker 3 21:05

Are you jealous?

Speaker 1 21:06

No.

Speaker 3 21:07

Are you sad? What are you feeling? Tell me your thoughts.

Speaker 1 21:11

I am disappointed that I haven't lost more weight. Okay, that's my thought.

Speaker 3 21:18

All right.

Speaker 1 21:18

Because I think I've done pretty good. I should have lost more than what I have yeah, but something is better than nothing.

Speaker 3 21:25

You're have lost more than what I had yeah, but something is better than nothing. You're not gaining, which would be worse.

Speaker 1 21:28

Yeah, but it would be better if I had lost more.

Speaker 3 21:32

Yeah, of course it would be better if I lost 10 kilos this week, but I didn't. That would also be unhealthy, extremely unhealthy extremely unhealthy.

Speaker 1 21:42

Well, I've lost more than five kilos uh you know across the board since we started.

Speaker 3 21:50

So that's really good.

Speaker 1 21:51

Yeah, that's more than me so just the first weeks were good for me yeah, yeah, you're doing good, thank you.

Speaker 3 22:00

Don't give up. No, keep going.

Speaker 1 22:01

Keep going. Now I am, now I Go. I went 20,000 steps yesterday.

Speaker 3 22:09

Yesterday, six minutes ago. Yeah, that's really good.

Speaker 1 22:15

Right now, I'm at zero.

Speaker 3 22:17

Me too.

Speaker 1 22:18

Ah, we're so lazy.

Speaker 3 22:20

We're very lazy people. Six minutes in and we haven't moved one Like, not one step, nope.

Speaker 1 22:28

So yeah, I mean that's all about the week. It's Friday today.

Speaker 3 22:35

Today. Can I talk about my day today?

Speaker 1 22:38

Sure.

Speaker 3 22:38

Okay, today I went into work late.

Speaker 1 22:40

Oh yeah.

Speaker 3 22:41

Sick child had an appointment at the eye doctors yeah, to get his eyes checked out again for new glasses. Um, so I started off my day at the same time, same routine and everything, like I usually do. Yeah and um, I did sneak in a really quick workout this morning, and then we went and did the eye appointment and came back and I dropped him off at daycare and I went home and ate lunch yeah, very exciting. And then I went for a really quick bike ride and then I went to work.

Speaker 1 23:17

Yeah, you could have taken two bike rides.

Speaker 3 23:20

I could have, but I felt a little stressed.

Speaker 1 23:23

Yeah.

Speaker 3 23:24

So I was like no, I'm going to go inside and sit down for a few minutes.

Speaker 1 23:27

Yeah, and then go to work, so I did that. Yeah, and I've been working the whole day.

Speaker 3 23:34

Yeah, all week.

Speaker 1 23:35

Yeah, crazy.

Film Reflections

Speaker 3 23:37

Crazy. And it's so warm it is, I've been dying. What was it? It was the day before yesterday it was wednesday, I was feeling bold and I wore a gray shirt, yeah, and I was sweating so bad apparently then you went to the gym with that yeah, well, the gym was fine because you're supposed to sweat and people are supposed to see what you see what I've done, how much you sweat yeah, I mean, the sweat is the proof that you're working hard, and that's kind of you.

Speaker 3 24:08

You don't want to be just completely dry at the gym, because then people are going to be like she's not doing anything okay, you really think, people think that much about, oh my god, I think that people are constantly thinking about me here's a question for you okay do you think about other people, how, how much they sweat?

Speaker 1 24:28

or yes, you do yes, so I assume that all of my thoughts about other people are reflecting back at me so if you see someone really sweaty, are you thinking, wow, you did a great job. Or are you thinking, gross, both Gross, you did a great job.

Speaker 3 24:48

Well, my first initial reaction is probably gross. And then you're doing a really good job, Keep going yeah. I cheer people on in my head, okay. Yeah because when I bike to work, there will be people going by me in the opposite direction and in my head I'll be like go, you Keep going, you got this, you're doing amazing.

Speaker 1 25:10

Yeah.

Speaker 3 25:11

Not to myself, of course, for myself, I'm just like please don't look at me, I'm suffering and dying.

Speaker 1 25:19

Are you saying that to yourself?

Speaker 3 25:20

Yes, please don't look at me. Don't look at me, don't look at me, don't look at me.

Speaker 1 25:25

Don't look at me. Do you have a? Mirror, yeah, don't look, you have a mirror so you can tell yourself yeah not to look at it don't look at the mirror.

Speaker 3 25:36

I'm not watching where I'm going I'm avoiding the mirror. Oh, so that was that. And uh, oh, so that was that.

Speaker 1 25:45

And uh, it's still. Well, it's not really Friday, but it was Friday.

Speaker 3 25:49

Well, the point of this part is that it is Friday.

Speaker 1 25:53

Yeah, let's say so.

Speaker 3 25:55

At one point during this part, it was Friday and we did watch movies.

Speaker 1 26:01

We did.

Speaker 3 26:01

It is. So, August shut up.

Speaker 1 26:05

Augustust shut up.

Speaker 3 26:06

August shut up, yep it is august, it is august 9th and we watched movies yes, so let's move on I would love to move on. Today we watched a Bruce Willis movie.

Speaker 1 26:24

In, in.

Speaker 3 26:26

Yeah, what's the movie? Oh, Last man Standing.

Speaker 1 26:29

Yes.

Speaker 3 26:29

We also watched my Fair Lady.

Speaker 1 26:31

Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3 26:32

Okay, I'm going to tell you about Last man Standing. This is a movie with Bruce Willis.

Speaker 1 26:38

Mm-hmm.

Speaker 3 26:38

Not Bruce Lee.

Speaker 1 26:39

No.

Speaker 3 26:40

The first time I said Bruce Willis, I wanted to say Bruce Lee, but I said Bruce Willis instead. Okay, the first time I said Bruce Willis, I wanted to say Bruce Lee, but I said.

Speaker 1 26:44

Bruce.

Speaker 3 26:44

Willis instead. Okay, because that's what I was supposed to say. Yep, so Bruce Willis is running away to Mexico, right?

Speaker 1 26:55

Yeah.

Speaker 3 26:56

And he gets caught in between two major gangs.

Speaker 1 27:01

Yes.

Speaker 3 27:02

And he shows that he's really tough.

Speaker 1 27:11

Yeah, he's really good with a gun.

Speaker 3 27:12

yeah, it's like a war between the italians and the irish, right, okay, okay. And then bruce willis like joins one side and like learns their secrets and stuff, and then he quits and he goes to the other side. He learns their secrets and stuff and he uses the information for them to like kind of sabotage each other, yeah and uh. And. And he saves someone's life yeah, and he shoots the bad guys yeah, he doesn't really beat them.

Speaker 1 27:43

He doesn't beat them up, but he does shoot bad guys.

Speaker 3 27:44

he yeah, he doesn't really beat them up, he doesn't beat them up, but he does shoot bad guys.

Speaker 1 27:47

He shoots them up.

Speaker 3 27:48

Yeah, he shoots them up with a gun.

Speaker 1 27:50

Yeah, not a syringe.

Speaker 3 27:54

No, that would be weird. And that's what happened in this movie. The end. Did I like it? Yeah, okay, it was a movie. I watched it. It was okay. It was a movie.

Speaker 1 28:04

I watched it. It was okay. It had pretty cool gunfights.

Speaker 3 28:10

Yes, I agree with that.

Speaker 1 28:11

Yeah, yeah, so this is like a Western-type movie.

Speaker 3 28:17

There are other Bruce Willis movies that I liked more than this.

Speaker 1 28:20

Yeah, okay.

Speaker 3 28:21

Sure it was interesting, but I'm not not 100 sure it was a favorite no, that's okay, because first of all, I was having a really hard time, uh, with the characters and determining who was who. And christopher walken was there and I was like I don't even know who he is supposed to be and they kept saying the guy's name, but but I never really associated it with Christopher Walken until the end it was like, oh, that's who that is.

Speaker 1 28:54

They were talking about characters that hadn't even entered the movie yet before.

Speaker 3 29:04

So a lot of it was really confusing. And the other gang leader Doyle.

Speaker 1 29:11

Yeah.

Speaker 3 29:11

I didn't know who that was for the longest time either.

Speaker 1 29:14

No.

Speaker 3 29:15

So yeah, that's why I don't think this is a favorite. There are others that I like more than this I did enjoy it though.

Speaker 1 29:24

Yeah, and I mean it's just confusing bruce willis plays more of an like anti-hero in this one. He's not like the best guy, but he's still the good guy. But he has. I mean, he doesn't do all good things, he. He says like he doesn't have a conscience, really yeah but yeah. But he kind of has, though, because he saves the girl and all Mm-hmm, but I guess he wants to be macho and all that. Yeah, yeah. What do I think about?

Speaker 3 29:56

it. What do you think about the movie?

Speaker 1 29:59

I do like this movie but, like you say, it's maybe not the best one.

Speaker 3 30:05

Is that your opinion or mine?

Speaker 1 30:08

I think it's both. Okay, because I don't want you changing your opinion just because I gave mine no, but I do think there are cool gunfights in this movie, really well shot and edited. I really like the, you know, especially with the fight scenes or gunfights, because you can tell how fast they are shooting and all that. So, yeah, and, and I mean, as usual in these movies, the bad guys are really lousy shots. They can't shoot Bruce Willis at all.

Speaker 3 30:52

Yeah.

Speaker 1 30:52

But he shoots like all of them Mm-hmm. But yeah, it's still a pretty good movie, I think.

Speaker 3 31:01

All right, all right, good yeah Next.

Speaker 1 31:04

Next my Fair Lady, my Fair Lady. Yes, what would you like? Pretty good movie, I think, all right, all right, good, yeah, next. Next my fair lady, my fair lady yes, what would you like?

Speaker 3 31:12

okay, um.

Speaker 1 31:14

So this movie stars audrey hepper, and I think it was her right I didn't look.

Speaker 3 31:22

No, I didn't read the credits.

Speaker 1 31:23

I'm sorry rex harrison, I'm pretty sure. And um, they um, okay. So rex harrison plays the this um, um, fancy talking guy who is all about dialects and and the kind of British perfect pronunciation and all. And Audrey Hepburn, in the beginning of the movie she has this Cockney accent and he doesn't like that and somehow he does a bet about changing her accent and behavior to. You know, be a um fair lady more proper yeah so she speaks more proper.

Speaker 3 32:18

Yeah, a fair lady, a very fair lady.

Speaker 1 32:21

And yeah, so that's really what this movie is about, and they sing some songs. Is that enough of what this movie is about?

Speaker 3 32:34

Yeah, that's good yeah.

Speaker 1 32:36

Okay, and now here comes what I think about this movie. Yeah, it is very, very long, almost three hours. So I think this could have been trimmed down about like an hour or so, maybe half, but I I still think it was better than I expected it to be. It had more a little bit of comedy in it, you know, with her accent and all. So I did expect it to be more like just boring but, it wasn't, it was I was.

Speaker 1 33:21

It was a good surprise, though, that it was better than I thought. That's. I think that's a good tip. Just go in expecting all movies to be bad, yeah, I guess. Yeah, it's not one of my favorites, though I wouldn't say that. Yeah, what did you think about this movie?

Speaker 3 33:52

It was very, very long. I did enjoy it a lot more than I expected as well. I was definitely going in thinking this is already boring.

Speaker 1 34:04

Yeah.

Speaker 3 34:05

The movie didn't even start and I already assumed it was boring, but no, I found it pretty interesting and, yeah, there were a few parts that I probably would have trimmed out, and I did kind of start falling asleep towards the end.

Speaker 1 34:23

Yeah, I don't think any of us really knew what the movie was going to be about.

Speaker 3 34:29

No, no idea.

Speaker 1 34:32

Because some movies you can kind of tell what it's going to be about.

Speaker 3 34:35

Yeah.

Speaker 1 34:36

This was completely blank for me.

Speaker 3 34:38

Yeah.

Speaker 1 34:39

So I had no idea what to expect actually Right.

Speaker 3 34:44

So we only had the title to you know to go off of but yeah, it's better than it's title yeah, it's a pretty good movie, yeah, yeah it's the same with this one.

Speaker 1 35:01

You, if we could like, edit it. Yeah, it could have been a really good movie. Yeah, but uh, there are some songs in this movie. Uh, did you have a favorite?

Speaker 3 35:15

um, oh, I don't remember. I enjoyed the song in the beginning that ended up getting reprised later oh yeah, what was it?

Speaker 1 35:28

something loverly oh, yeah, yeah, I don't know. Yes, loverly, I remember that now too yeah, and I was fun.

Speaker 3 35:37

I think there was another one that I enjoyed too, but I don't remember anything about it.

Speaker 1 35:43

No, wouldn't it be lovely? Yeah, that was the song.

Speaker 3 35:46

That was that.

Speaker 1 35:47

Yes, and my favorite song was With a Little Bit of Luck, mm-hmm. The dad and his co-workers.

Speaker 3 35:56

Yeah.

Speaker 1 35:57

I thought that you know, caught my.

Speaker 3 36:00

Attention, attention, yeah.

Speaker 1 36:02

Yeah. So yeah, I hummed it for a while and sang it a little bit um afterwards. I thought it was pretty good good that was that? Yeah, right I think, fun movie yeah, and also it was kind of weird how uh the rex harrison uh character, his character was like talk singing, he was singing but talking yeah, yeah, I was trying to think of who else does that too.

Speaker 3 36:37

I feel like what's his name? Richard Gere in Chicago yeah he does that a bit yeah as well.

Speaker 1 36:44

Oh yeah, kind of yes.

Speaker 3 36:44

What's his name? Richard Gere in Chicago. Yeah, he does that a bit, yeah, as well, true, oh yeah. Kind of.

Speaker 1 36:47

Yes.

Speaker 3 36:48

I mean, he does sing a little bit more than this guy does. But yeah, no, I remember the way that he sings is more like yeah, the.

Speaker 1 36:57

The song that I said I liked and then you didn't like it. Yeah, and I wasn't allowed to like it anymore.

Speaker 3 37:05

It was the wrong song. You picked the wrong song to enjoy. Yeah, out of all the songs in Chicago.

Speaker 1 37:13

Yeah.

Speaker 3 37:14

You picked that one.

Speaker 1 37:15

Really, you're not allowed to like that one. There's others you know that are better. Yeah, how stupid of me, no kidding.

Speaker 3 37:24

Okay, so stupid of me, no kidding.

Speaker 1 37:25

Okay, so that was that. That was that, and now it's time for a short break.

Speaker 3 37:32

Very short break, but please stick around because we're about to have a really fun interview with Monalee King with Monalee King, who is a medium and specializes in spiritual stuff, which is way out of my league, but it's going to be really fun and we'll see if any ghosties appear on the show today. Very exciting. I am so pumped.

Speaker 1 38:07

Yeah, what if the ghosts are gonna take over the microphone?

Speaker 3 38:08

That would be really cool, yeah, and then we'll have another guest, yeah. So yeah, stay for the interview and we will be right back.

Speaker 1 38:16

Right back.

Speaker 3 38:17

Right back. Hello and welcome to the second half of the episode.

Speaker 1 38:33

Yes.

Speaker 3 38:34

Very exciting. We are here with Manali and Jess who are going to talk to us about being a medium and other spiritual fun things. So go ahead and give us a little background and tell us exactly what it is you do and everything. Okay, I'll start.

Speaker 2 38:55

You totally start.

Journey to Spiritual Awakening and Healing

Speaker 4 38:56

So, as we were just discussing, I'm 31. So this all opened up for me when I was 19 ish yeah, I think it was about 19 I was in school. I was going to school for baking and pastry at Johnson and Wales down in Rhode Island, and I was at home and I was working with a friend of mine who did like past life hypnosis and she was into all sorts of if you lack for a better word like witchy things and she was like, well, you can't really sit and like focus at school. Why don't we do some meditation? And like tapping.

Speaker 4 39:24

And so I basically started doing a meditation and I came out of it and I started seeing auras, so that's like energetic field around you. At first it was just white and I was like, once I understood what your aura was, which is what the representation of your chakra system, so your energetic points aligned in view, I was like, wait, you can see them in color. So I was like, baby, you need to see them in color. And so, like about I don't know, a week and a half into asking, I started seeing color around people's shoulders that would represent one part of the chakra or a chakra, and then I would see a different color around the head, which is a different chakra, and then, pretty soon after that, I started seeing spirits connected to the person's auric field and I was like what is going on?

Speaker 4 40:03

So and this was all during school, so I was very distracted I already have ADD, so this was like ADD on crack. It was awful and then basically started to continue to open up. I was able to then sense people's medical issues. So then the medical intuitive piece came through and then I started sensing people's trauma. I could see it in their head stored. And if I actually a friend of mine who I was working with, one that did the meditation with me gave me this article from like Time Magazine I think, that showed how they would do scans and they could see different types of trauma stored in the person's brain by doing what is it called Infrared.

Speaker 4 40:38

Oh infrared scanning, yeah, whatever that is, and I literally was drawing it before and then it would match and I was like, well, this is crazy. I just kept asking her. I'm like, am I crazy? Am I crazy? She's like no. So, but that's basically how it started for me and I didn't really know how to handle it at the time. I was just like whoa. So I kind of had a nervous breakdown at the beginning in the sense of like being like wow, okay, how do I like talk to normal people? But also I'm sensing all sorts of stuff. So that's how it opened up for me.

Speaker 2 41:06

It was kind of weird for me. Like I've always known and been drawn to like witches, I would always joke with my therapist. Actually, my friends would be off playing like unicorn club and some of the sports ones and all that stuff and I would be like over there with freaking pine needles and mud like mixing shit and making concoctions and having my own little coven. Weird, I didn't know that about you. Well, another really weird thing too is the person that I'm currently divorcing from. He has direct descendant from not only Lizzie Borden from Massachusetts. Oh, yes, that one, lizzie.

Speaker 2 41:43

Borden took an ax, but a direct descendant from a Salem witch. But I have been told by many people I was an Irish swamp witch in my former life and I just got my DNA test back and it's 50% Irish, 22% Scottish and I'm just like, oh, my God maybe. So I've always kind of been drawn to that and like, um, you've been on my Facebook for some while so you know, like I made little spell jars and I would wrap, I would wrap crystals and all that stuff. But I was in such a negative environment I couldn't thrive, right. So once I left that, my abilities really kind of came to show.

Speaker 2 42:23

I like randomly picked up Oracle cards and tarot cards one day and I was just messing around, right, and I'm like this is a fun hobby, like who doesn't like to shuffle cards, and all of a sudden my shit started to become real and I was like what? Like I thought I was just playing, but I wasn't. Like I just I did a reading. I think this is what solidified it for me. I did a reading. I think this is what solidified it for me. I did a reading for one of your past classmates, actually, and in it it said that there was a male coming forward but I was like I don't feel there's romantic energy because this person is married, and so I'm like there's not, it's not. And I'm like are you pregnant? You're going to have a boy. And then I pulled another card and it was basically like this is not meant to happen right now. And then the third card was everything will be okay in the end. This is what you needed.

Speaker 2 43:13

She contacts me a month later and she was pregnant with a baby boy and she had a miscarriage. That is when I was just like, oh, this isn't just for fun, this is like real Zs. And this person also has a gift and she was one of the ones that helped me because she brought my great grandmother forth first and like there was confirmation there that she had a gift that she shunned. So it was just kind of all this like spiritual things and I was drawn to the situation ship and he's a spiritual Norse even. It was just wild, like the universe was just trying to get me ready for something. And now I'm at peace and in my element and I can actually hone in on my gift with my girl. Yeah, that's really cool, it's wild.

Speaker 3 43:57

How are you? How are you doing now me?

Speaker 2 44:00

yeah you, oh, you're so sweet, I'm actually thriving Good, like it was the best thing ever. Yeah, not to like give you too much, but when I went to therapy, my mom and my dad and I had a very turbulent trip when Isaac was six months and so I, on the way back home, I was like I need a therapist, I can't do this. So I've been working with her for three and a half years and she's a godsend. And she looked at me after we did some work about my mom and she was like Jess, you married your mom. And I was like, no well, I never had modeled what a healthy relationship looked like.

Path to Finding Purpose and Connection

Speaker 2 44:35

Right, I thought that shit was normal. You're supposed to walk on eggshells. The person's supposed to come first. Fuck your feelings, whoops, sorry, don't say that. Sorry, it's fine, it's fine, go ahead. You know, fuck your feelings, but it wasn't like that, you know. And so I just I did the work. When you go to therapy, you can't just sit there and listen. You have to be willing to do the work outside. And it's hard and it's uncomfortable and you'll cry and you'll hate everyone and you'll shun people, but you come to this beautiful realization and that's like where I am right now. It really is. I'm great. I really am great. Good that's really good.

Speaker 3 45:12

Thank you for asking. I was I've been, you know, silently being concerned about you. I love you. You're so great.

Speaker 2 45:20

Thank you so much From a very long distance. Well, you know, I'm sure you're one of the ones that wanted to congratulate me.

Speaker 3 45:27

Absolutely yeah. I mean, I'm also divorced, so I get it.

Speaker 2 45:34

God, more power to you. I'm so proud of you, Girl. It takes a lot to leave. It took way too long. I'm so proud of you.

Speaker 3 45:42

We're here, we're in a different place. You're an empath aren't you Completely different person.

Speaker 2 45:47

Now Are you an empath.

Speaker 3 45:48

I think so yeah.

Speaker 2 45:49

Yeah, he was a narcissist, huh. Yeah, we just want to fix them and we can't. It's a personality disorder, girl. Yeah, tap the door, so fucking proud of you.

Speaker 3 46:01

It's also more like I want to have all the responsibilities and take care of the man child.

Speaker 2 46:07

Yes, I don't want to do that. I'm raising a three year old bro yeah. I'm not trying to have a college brat boy here Right Like pick up your beer bottles.

Speaker 3 46:16

Yeah, let's talk more about the business side. You said you're doing this full time now, right yeah?

Speaker 4 46:26

So where are we at? We're in August, the beginning of August, so I got fired. So I was a drug and alcohol counselor for the last five years. So basically, after I went to school for my baking thing back at 19, I decided that was not for me. After a couple of years I kind of just died on the inside slowly.

Speaker 4 46:43

I was like drinking way too much so I got sober and then I'm like what am I gonna do with my life? Yeah, what am I gonna do with my life? So then I did like elderly care and then I did childcare and I'm still like, what am I gonna do with my life? Because I wasn't ready to like come out of the closet that I was like a psychic medium, like on, like a huger, like platform, like my friends and family knew, and I had done readings for people. So then I went back to school so I actually became. I went back to school for my degree in forensic psychology with the hope that I eventually be working with the cops to help, on the psychic level, find people which hasn't happened yet, but I keep putting it out that's going to happen, but then we have it listed as a price.

Speaker 4 47:22

Yeah, over the last five years I ended up doing my. So I did counseling, I did drug and alcohol counseling and a month ago I got fired. And I was like I got fired because I wasn't. I was spending too much time with the clients and not enough time doing paperwork.

Speaker 2 47:35

So I was a secretary, If she's good. No one likes paperwork. It was awful, it was so awful so that people and living people talking to you, so that's like a lot.

Speaker 4 47:46

Like what am I going to do? Sounds like I'm not ready to go back and do a 40 hour work a week, soul sucking job. So I'm like you know what? I'm just gonna take some time. And I took some time and then I met Jess through Kismet of Events over like three weeks ago and we kind of just clicked and then I was like we're in a relationship, it's just not romantic.

Speaker 4 48:05

Yeah, she's my girl, so she and I were talking and I was like hey, like I don't always go off right off. And I'm like hey, like I talked to dead people. I don't do that level of like, you know. So I was just like hey, do you like do tarot cards? And she's like oh, my gosh. So she sent me a picture on Facebook of all of her decks and I was like oh, okay, I'm like, well, she's like why don't we like do some readings? I'm like okay, so I brought my deck, which I don't use. I just use it for myself when I'm like stressing out about something. So I'm like well, how about I do a reading for you first?

Speaker 4 48:32

it was awesome, and so I give her a reading bawling and then she's like well, now I know why you don't need uh, you know the deck to do a reading, so that I'm like okay, it's really just like for show, because people don't believe what people like her can do.

Speaker 2 48:47

So she's like okay, I guess I'll show these cool tools pretty much so then Jess was like.

Speaker 4 48:52

I'm going to make a post on Facebook. I'm like okay, and I'm like okay. And then my head I'm like yeah, okay, and then I was trying to be humble.

Speaker 2 49:02

I was like girl, this is going to blow up.

Speaker 4 49:04

A lot of people love me Like and I was like this is the first time I hung out with her. So literally the next morning I woke up to like I don't even know how many messages and I was like whoa, and I'm like that gave me the confidence to realize, yeah, this is really what I'm wanting to do. And so literally the last three weeks I've been um doing readings, so I do two in the mornings and then I have the rest of the day, because it just takes that much out of me, but in like a good way. So right now I'm in the process of figuring out the website part, and how do I continue to have people like spread the word without just like word of mouth, right? So that's kind of what my project is for today and tomorrow is just kind of figuring that out.

Speaker 2 49:42

Finishing out the website. Yeah, I'm gonna try and reach out. Maybe I was thinking you know, do some YouTube things where you do a collective reading. Maybe that resonates for a lot of people. Just little clips to kind of get it out there that this is why she's good with that that stuff.

Speaker 4 49:56

I'm not. I'm just like give me the person to read, I'm good. This is why I struggled with doing counseling in the sense of like paperwork. I'm not left brain or what is the left brain that's created? The right brain, right brain's creative. Oh yeah, I'm very right brain.

Speaker 3 50:08

I am not so that's where I'm taking like it's taking everything in me not to like offer website services, because I used to make websites but I don't really have the platform anymore for it but um, if you have questions, I'd be willing to answer your brain a little bit, but that's basically where I'm at, so it's all a trial and error.

Speaker 4 50:27

I keep getting really well guided with spirit for me and people like meeting people literally that are like oh, this is like my love. So I keep putting it out to the universe, like send me somebody who's good at websites or who's good at the business. I think so I know my strengths. I'm that is not. I can talk to dead people. I can be man. I'm like that is not mine and I know that you manifested me, oh yeah.

Speaker 4 50:49

So, like a few months ago, I was like really need a friend who's like super chill, super fun, who's a grown up, that just like has their like shit together, but like in a good way. I don't know if you have your shit together, but you're like yeah, but like I was just like no, I just need somebody who lives nearby, who can like go hang out, have dinner and like weird joy, a little strange, just like enjoy life. And then, literally like a few months later, she like showed up at this event and I was like she seemed really cool and I wanted to be friends with her, which I don't ever say that about anybody.

Speaker 2 51:20

Ask anyone who knows me really well and they're like that's weird, the wild thing was, though, is I met her through a dating site because I met a vet we both volunteer for ruck up in keen. It's a veteran out keen, new hampshire. Oh forgot, we were across the seas. Right parents Keene, new Hampshire in the United States of America.

Speaker 3 51:40

Our listeners are like half in the States, half in Sweden.

Speaker 2 51:43

Oh, so some of them are like we know where you are, girl, and some of them are like I don't know no clue. So I just was drawn to this guy. He was a vet, and then I met her through that. And she tells me later she's like I knew it wasn't going to work out and I was like cool. You could have saved me hours of texting conversations asking him to leave all the things. It's fine. I didn't say so much at the beginning, it was perfect because he was a conduit.

Speaker 4 52:13

You know what I mean, like I wasn't supposed to be with him, right so once I knew the date didn't go well, I then was like do you do tarot? And she's like yeah, and then we kind of just clicked after that. It was so fun.

Speaker 2 52:25

So that's kind of how we all came to yeah my strength seems to really be with, like past life oracle card readings. So I was able to have a friend who she literally says she's like there is no african-american in me, jessica, and I'm like girl, I swear to god, like I know. And then she shows me a picture of her daughter and just like features, right, and I'm like honey, I know. Then she tells me she's from, she has some connection to the south, right. So I'm pulling past life cards. Guess what comes up? Imprisonment and slavery. Are you you going to explain that one, girlfriend? Okay, just wanted to let you know. So, yeah, that seems to be a huge strength of mine. So if you'd like to like chat more with Manali, I would love to do your past life reading. That would be really exciting. Cool, you guys chat, get that business stuff going. He's asking questions.

Discovering Mediumship and Healing Journeys

Speaker 3 53:14

I love it. Love it. All right, we have some questions. Do you want to start?

Speaker 4 53:18

or I don't remember silent type in the back. I love that I do. I was like is he gonna talk eventually? I'm like I feel bad.

Speaker 3 53:29

Okay, his only line, his only line is yeah yeah, okay, cool, I love that.

Speaker 4 53:33

That's cool. I just look like I don't want to feel like you're excluded. He's reinforcing it. He's here, I love it, he's just not, he's here, but not here I love that you're rocking it listen look at the face, ignore it, I love that that's what I'm doing, like, just not good, with the strong silent type in the background. We're like both, very like chatty, yes all right.

Speaker 3 53:55

So first question yeah, you mentioned that you started getting these vibes when you were what? 19 or so. Did you have any feelings like previous to that, like as a kid? Maybe no like that?

Speaker 4 54:09

creepy. We saw dead people. Yeah, no, I didn't sense anything until I had very friends like I do have a real twin sister. She and I were adopted and so I always had a playmate, so she and I would play like make-believe and we love. We loved reading fantasy books growing up, but like so we were never it was interesting. So we were homeschooled and so a lot of typical homeschool families were like born-again christians. My family was not. We were catholic, but we weren't like hardcore about it so. So my sister and I read a lot of fantasy books and we thought it was really cool, but like it wasn't something that we talked about. But then, when I turned 19, I started like having, like I said, having some of the senses open and my mom and I had some conversations and my brother would have some senses about some things.

Speaker 4 54:49

I wouldn't say that they were necessarily like tapped in, like I was, so it was a really interesting conversation coming out, as I would say, coming out of the closet, as a medium to my family. That was very interesting. I think it was a combination of like wow, this is really weird and they just wanted to make sure I was okay and like, not crazy.

Speaker 4 55:05

Like it was like a mental illness. So we've all kind of like I think my mom and I, my sister and I have kind of made, we've made peace with it, like I think they've all kind of just accepted it at this point. They don't really get involved in it. They they'll ask about it, they like to hear it and they like to you know, but they're not necessarily like oh, let me do a reading for you. Yeah, like, not like that, but it just opened up and it was very weird to have to like process it all.

Speaker 4 55:26

I've had all sorts of reactions from friends that were born again christians, because they were homeschoolers and we were all for friends. We're like oh, you're demonic, can't be friends anymore. To other people being like that's interesting, like okay. To other people being like, oh my gosh, I want to know all about it. Like, sit down and tell me. So it's just been a really interesting variety of responses. At the time I wasn't ready for all the responses. Now I'm like okay, cool, you have your opinion or your thought process on it, that's cool yeah, I'm definitely the kind who's like, so into it and I think sometimes too, it's just one of those like oh my gosh, they're cards that just fell almost onto the candle.

Speaker 4 56:00

They're literally fucking flying. I was just gonna say I think sometimes I forget how this is so normal for me. I don't think about, oh spirit. I woke up and there's like a spirit sitting on my bed wanting to talk to me, or I can hear animals talk if they are communicating with me. Like it's so normal for me that I don't think about it. So when I talk to people that are not with me all the time, I'm always like oh yeah, it is fun and magical, and I forget sometimes that it is fun and magical.

Speaker 2 56:23

It's just and I'll be like perfect example. I'll be doing weird shit and she doesn't even notice.

Speaker 4 56:28

Oh yeah, that's true, I also just not observe it because I have ADT but yeah, so it kind of started a little bit, and also how like the progression over the last 10 years. I think everybody has a journey to go on before they find their way of coming into it. I know a lot of mediums that are like the famous mediums. A lot of them had, you know, family members and it was very well known. It was talked about and maybe not accepted, but a lot of them had senses about it. It maybe not accepted but a lot of them had senses about it. It was not like that for me. So I always would say I wish I had like a guidebook to kind of show me how to go through all of this.

Speaker 2 57:05

You're coming into your own, though, and it's like all those things right.

Speaker 4 57:07

You have to experience everything in order to get to your highest good. I think part of it for me was I always trusted that I had the gift, but I think I didn't realize how much it would help people. I always had this, had the gift, but I think I didn't realize how much it would help people. I always had this. Well, I have to do like counseling is a good way to help people because it's like normal and it's valid and you get paid to do that. Who's gonna like come pay to see a psychic medium?

Speaker 2 57:24

so, like in my own mind, I had like a weird, I don't know, disconnect, I guess, of like I have the gift, I should share it and this is where I came in, because we were talking and I was like watching her with the vets right At Rucka and just the way she interacts with them the young ones, the old ones, the cranky ones, the cranky ones.

Speaker 1 57:42

The ones that think they want.

Navigating Mediumship and Generational Trauma

Speaker 2 57:43

Vietnam all by themselves, all of them right, and she just has this beautiful gift. She also has the ability with the drug and alcohol right. So one of the things she did for me is she helped me heal some past trauma. One thing I'm really trying to push her for with this business is to use both abilities. So I'm just going to give you an example. It might sound wild. It really fricking happened. We're sitting on the couch, we're just opposite. Okay, I have a lot of problems with my mom. She's a social media mom, she's a narcissist and she is just. Everyone thinks she's wonderful. So she recently sent a text to someone and it said I don't give a shit about her, but I want to see Isaac. That's her son. Oh, she knows. Oh, for people who didn't Right, there's more people. Yeah, exactly, I forgot.

Speaker 4 58:32

Hello friends.

Speaker 2 58:34

So, yeah. So my great grandmother came in and she held my heart. I'm not even kidding, manali channeled it so that I was breathing into my heart chakra, and I literally felt this beautiful warmth of buds. And my great grandmother gave me permission to walk away and I said to Manali I said I don't understand why my great-grandmother came through. You know Like you know how close I was to Nanny, her daughter, and it was wild. And Manali said because the generational trauma started with her.

Speaker 2 59:04

Imagine someone like Manali who can unlock that past trauma and then has the credentials to help you deal with it as a therapist, life-changing. Yeah, like in that reading that she did for me, I felt light. I have felt so much better. It's just like this giant. It's almost like I don't give a shit If you're not here. For my highest good, I don't want you in my life. I don't care who. You are Right and I just she's very scrappy. Oh, she knows, okay. So since I've come into my own and you know, manali's the real deal. I just really struggle with people who flaunt the gift if they don't have it. Oh, yeah, okay.

Speaker 2 59:47

And we were at a store in town and someone mentioned this person and I was just like no, no, no. And she started to get defensive. I mean, all he was like, oh my gosh, you're going to, what do I have to do? And I was like I'm just, I'm going to shut people down. Dog food Okay, like no, I'm just trying to shut that down because it gives us a bad name. Right, you know what I mean. Like canned readings, anybody can be like oh, I sense trauma in in your hat. I think it was a male. Did he have blue eyes? Okay, really, you just described every like like half the population, yeah me are you still alive?

Speaker 2 1:00:34

Oh God, who knows who am I kidding? Yeah, so I just I get scrappy with that. You know it's the mama bear in me. You know I've always had that nurturing side and I just get angry. And I also think that's why all the children of every walk of life ever winds up in my classroom. I think that was part of my gift. I just didn't understand it. But then I've also thought about the kids I've counseled through things and so I'm dipping my feet into some counseling at Ruck Up and I'm hoping to kind of maybe work alongside Manali at some point. Who knows it?

Speaker 3 1:01:08

just it feels this, just feels right, but yeah, so you started talking about people who pretty much fake having these powers. Do we call them powers Like superpowers? I call them a gift, a gift.

Speaker 4 1:01:25

I call them a gift, ability sense.

Speaker 3 1:01:28

Right Ability. What Ability, ability, okay he was also saying ability.

Speaker 1 1:01:35

Yeah, I think he was just trying to see if he could say the word.

Speaker 3 1:01:40

Yeah. Did it work out for you? I think so.

Speaker 1 1:01:42

I think he said it correctly, yeah I'm not gonna say it anymore, once and that's it okay.

Speaker 3 1:01:52

so we have people who fake the ability, and obviously that's not okay. But what about people who are like, non-believers to your actual abilities? You who has the abilities?

Speaker 2 1:02:06

Right non-believers.

Speaker 4 1:02:09

I always say those are the easiest ones or the more fun ones. If you're putting that much energy out because you are a skeptic, it means you're fighting against that. You actually, you think it's real, if that makes sense okay so basically, yeah, basically in the energetic field, they're not saying it's not real in their mind, they're saying it's not real. So for me it's a lot easier when there's either skepticism or I love reading for people who've never had a read, for because they're coming in without a um, any sort of like baseline.

Speaker 2 1:02:41

Yeah, yeah, yeah, what it's supposed to be, yeah, so, except for, Hollywood um yeah, crystal ball, I know right, I kind of did.

Speaker 4 1:02:54

My mom accepted the fact that I had a gift. So for my graduate from johnson and wales, instead of giving me a kitchenie because I wanted a mixer for graduation, she gave me an amethyst crystal. There's, like you know, this thing oh boy yeah and I cut this, so I got a good.

Speaker 3 1:03:11

Purple's my favorite color as well you come in contact with a skeptic right. That's the word.

Speaker 1 1:03:19

Non-believers.

Speaker 3 1:03:20

Non-believers, hypothetically. If you get the urge to prove to them that you have your abilities, what do you do and do you be like? I see your dead grandpa right there, or what?

Speaker 4 1:03:34

I don't know the time of it, but I've done it. So basically, I open the universe, we'll present an opportunity. So basically, if the topic comes up, for whatever reason, I normally go with okay, this is an opening the universe is showing me. So a lot of times we'll enter into the way that would make them comfortable. So sometimes it's hey, I see your you know past pet, did it look like this and did they like this type of thing?

Speaker 4 1:04:03

Or, you know, sometimes I just get a really strong, you know, feeling or whatever about hey, this person, this person passed and you feel responsible. Or this person looked like this and you did this for them. You know, know, like whatever that is. So basically only things that they would know, that would make sense to them. That's why, whenever you know Jess, it was so funny she had a friend that she was like, oh, and this person, this and this about the person, I'm like, stop, don't tell me anything, because it's so hard to go in with any energy about that person. I always like it to be like totally, I would say a blind reading.

Speaker 2 1:04:36

And then I'm the opposite. I can read strong for people I have a connection to. Oh yeah, you'll just go. Yeah, yeah, yeah for sure.

Speaker 4 1:04:43

I think it's just because I feel safe in that place, so you'll get used to it. Yeah, for sure. Yeah, so I always feel like island medium. I think she's hilarious, she's a thing for research, but I always call it that. I'm not gonna long on island people and just go up to people on the street, but have I actually, you know, just has a come up in conversation with random people somewhere?

Speaker 2 1:05:03

yeah, absolutely like we're gonna be walking and I'm gonna be like manali, we should. We should probably just be like, hey, this person has a lot of pain and your great grandma is proud of you, sir. Right, here's the way that I've been doing reading.

Speaker 4 1:05:18

Basically, the spirit has been working with me over the last six months in particular about generational trauma, and so they've been showing up to work with me.

Speaker 4 1:05:25

On that way, the business so for me um like I said, I've been in the mental health field for five years. I think it's amazing. I think people need that validation, I think the people to help guide them. I also know that when a trauma is so stuck in you on an energetic level, talking to somebody for, like you know, an hour a week is not going to anything. I mean it can help relieve it a little bit. It's kind of like blister. It's not going to pop it right. So for me, I'd rather have you know, like her great grandmother came through and her grandma came through and was like hey, we're taking full responsibility. We're actually now gonna see how our energetic lines have transferred over to where you're at now in your life and we want to help take responsibility and basically dissolve it or shift it so you have a chance to parent your own child differently. And so I've been noticing that's been happening a lot more in the last six months and, and so that's the direction I want to go, so that one of the things I've been doing the last as well as I'm doing so I've always done readings over the last 10 years. I just haven't done it as my job Basically the last few weeks, I know that my abilities are getting stronger, back to what used to be before.

Speaker 4 1:06:29

I decided to take a little journey off into doing other things for work. We feed off each other, yeah. Off into doing other things for work. We feed off each other, yeah. But I was just gonna say the ability to um, sense medical and also trauma in somebody's system, to shift it. It's gotten a lot easier. So, like jess was saying, this has happened with other readings I did the last week too. They would come in and really work. So I think one of the directions I'm gonna go with the point I was gonna make was, um, I'm gonna go in the direction that spiritar is showing up to be generational trauma, energetic work, and I just think that's really because it's just wrong.

Speaker 2 1:06:59

I really, really think you're just meant to work with trauma, because all I can remember is this is kind of Manali's office, my apartment, literally her living room. It's just a very safe, great vibey space and so when she was doing a reading here, um one of your classmates had um came through or which one was it ian? It was matt matt okay um, and manali did not have a freaking clue who matt was she had no idea, literally, like I've never told her the story anything like that.

Speaker 2 1:07:34

Um, and the weird thing was it was his eye man who was the person. So two teachers during that time right in the room. And then manali channels him and, um, I'm in that moment that, like manali's meant to deal with trauma because what she said is matt came through and said the writing's on the wall I couldn't you know that thing in my classroom. My memorial to him.

Speaker 3 1:07:56

Yeah.

Speaker 2 1:07:56

She said he stays in my classroom and helps me and oh, I'm going to cry, yeah and that it's not his fault. That's what he said. It's not his fault. You and I both know who he is. So I messaged him. He hasn't messaged me back. He probably thinks I'm absolutely fucking insane, but I know that Matt needed me to be the conduit to deliver that, because this person just got married and is starting a new life and I believe that it was closure.

Speaker 4 1:08:26

And that's the other thing about. When I do readings, spirit will show up. It doesn't have to be that they just passed recently, they can be people. They'll show up when people don't even know, they've never met them and they'll be like hey, I just want acknowledgement. So when you just say my channel, so I don't like that way of saying, it means okay, last year. So for me, spirit, so a long time ago, when this started happening at the sense period, they basically were like hey, this is a gift that you can do, that you can share. They're like you're the representative of us. So, first of all, we're gonna make sure you're like, uh, gonna represent us in the correct way.

Speaker 2 1:08:58

So like, um, you're just talking, you don't take dark and she like never seen anything scary or dark.

Speaker 4 1:09:03

Well, I can rephrase that. I made sure that in the readings I don't right oh, yeah, yeah, but um, but like when I first started seeing spirit and they were talking with me, they would always push my boundaries, they would never cross it. But like I had a series of like a month or two that I got really uncomfortable when spirit would show up and they're like you know what my fear was talking about sex with people. And so literally the entire month and a half, the only thing that would come up in readings specifically was like sex. Um, I got over that fear only because I had one reading with this lady who the only way she believed that it was the guy that was talking to me was he talked about their sex life and it's very specific and I was like crying and she's like no, what's the best sex we've ever? This was years ago, so I don't feel bad saying it the best sex I've ever had and blah, blah, blah and I was like to the spirit. I'm like never again.

Speaker 2 1:10:04

And then they were like we'll just keep doing it until you get comfortable. So basically they'll shut up.

Communication With Spirit World

Speaker 4 1:10:10

Yeah, they really. Oh no, they made sure I could anyway, but no, but basically they made sure whatever I was, the universe has the remote, I'm like Jesus, so funny Anyway, but no, but basically they made sure whatever I was uncomfortable with.

Speaker 4 1:10:27

I had to go through it, and that's why I've done a reading with you, lauren, but if I got something wrong and a spirit came up and I said it incorrectly or I didn't understand what they were saying, they won't be able to stop talking until I re-ask the question or I say it in a different way or something, because they want to be represented in the way that they want to be represented.

Speaker 4 1:10:43

And on a universal level. Your ego can't be in it. So I have people who are like oh, I can talk to people. That's why I always say, very casually, I can talk to dead people. It's not about oh, my God, look at me and do it. Because, no, if there's any ego in it, spirit won't show up for me, right, um? And also spirit will not. Um, not only will they not show up to me, for me or like with you, know, to do the work, but they also won't, um, give the messages in the way that I can deliver them. So they learn yeah, it just doesn't work, so I have to make so.

Speaker 4 1:11:13

I always say that you this is why I have a hard time charging readings is because, on a universal level like, it's not for your own personal gain, and the spirit had to explain to me years ago and they're so working on it so you can live with it Basically what they were like well, you have to live to be able to represent us. So we have to make sure there's a universal trait, universal um trait, and I'm like okay, that makes sense, that's me about, right, you know, yeah, it's like, oh, okay, yeah, it's a transaction. So, but the way that spirit works is they. They know if they they come out, sometimes it'll come a day they'll come up a day before. Sometimes it'll sit in the driver's seat while I'm driving to the person's house to do a reading and they, basically I know they're waiting. They're like scoping me out and make sure that I'm the best representative for them, because if I'm not, they're going to find out who else is.

Speaker 2 1:11:57

Didn't you hear someone's name before a reading that one night?

Speaker 4 1:12:00

Yeah, yeah, right, but like she's just like and then she knows how to approach it when she gets there. Yeah, and it's funny, I've had people ask me if I ever get nervous before readings. I, I sit every single time I do a reading and they're like why I have this fear and I've heard other people say this to me or mediums, that they're not going to show up. And I just laugh because I'm like I do. I literally think they're not going to show up.

Speaker 3 1:12:25

And then they always show up. Have you ever come across an aggressive spirit?

Speaker 4 1:12:30

Well, I guess define what aggressive means to you, and then I'll say it.

Speaker 3 1:12:35

Okay, Like, have you ever gotten? Or they're like malevolent, More like maybe they try to start an argument with you. Have you ever had an argument with spirits?

Speaker 4 1:12:49

I've had to tell spirits sometimes to simmer down or we're not going to be able to work together. Right, that's only because their energetic scream is so much buzzier than where I was at and I'm like, bring it down a couple notches until we can talk um, but it's more because my vibrational state wasn't able to match them and they have to, like we have to meet in the middle, and so what I mean by that is um, spirits very light, you know, and flowy, and so if, and let's say, they function on a 10, right, and if I'm only on a 4 or 5, there's no way I'm going to match that. If I'm like on a 7 and an 8, I can basically match it. And the cool thing about spirit, at least when I do reading, they'll change my energetic field. So my aura field and my actual physical body actually will shift temperatures if I'm cold or I've been sick at times when I've done readings and I'll like cough and stuff if I'm not in the reading. But as soon as I'm in the reading, they'll make it. So I don't do that.

Speaker 4 1:13:40

Um, so they'll mess with all sorts of stuff, but I've had people who are very pushy where they're like, let me come to the front of the room and they're just gonna keep talking and I've had to tell them to wait a minute because I am like in the middle of either talking to the actual person the client or they're talking. A lot of times is they're talking so fast that you know I'm like all right, you just told me like five pages worth of information in like two seconds and now I have to, as a human, have to like explain it. Is it also like part of the excitement that they're coming through? I am Always, yeah, excitement that they're coming through.

Speaker 3 1:14:14

I am. When you were doing my reading, I was expecting my mom to be like front and center. She was like out of the way, my turn. I was really surprised that it was my grandmother who came up front. That was like first. That was completely surprising to me.

Speaker 4 1:14:31

I think because at the time you just weren't ready to hear from your mom quite yet because it had happened just so recently. And't ready to hear from your mom quite yet. That had happened just so recently and you had to make sure I wasn't like that crazy. And also your grandmother wanted to make sure you were okay because you guys had a good connection.

Speaker 4 1:14:45

But also like they always pick and choose who comes first. A lot of times, if the spirit's going to be a little more emotional or a little harder for the person, the human, to be um hearing from, they always send, like, the, the in-between, like person to come forward like their person, yeah, really connected to your grandma so that, and you know, obviously you had, um, your mom a little bit.

Grandmother's Message and Parenting Advice

Speaker 4 1:15:07

You know that's a little bit more of a rocky relationship a little bit. So I wasn't gonna just show up and be like, look, this is what happened. You're gonna be like, oh my, you're on a puddle on the floor and I'm like that's not what I wanted for you. So, your girl is showing up and talking first. Just why that happened. So they always have an agenda and like a checklist. It's not an agenda.

Speaker 1 1:15:26

That sounds like no, but there's like a note.

Speaker 4 1:15:29

There's like a checklist. They will tell me if they're not done yet, and I'm like okay. And they're like nope, I'm not done. And I'm like okay, and they'll like tell me more. And they're like okay, I'm thinking about all readings that I've sat in with you and like, so they'll tell me.

Speaker 4 1:15:43

So one thing I've already done a reading before, but basically what happens with new readings, where people is generally still um, so I kind of tune in like a radio dial, I just kind of back my energy into that veil piece, like I go over the veil and basically they, the sphere will start to show up. And then normally we do a body scan first, so a medical, intuitive scan, because that A matches it's easy for me to match the person's F30. And also the second thing is is kind of like everybody gets nervous, even if they're like excited, everyone gets nervous before they do because they're like oh my God, what if? Blah, blah, blah? So they don't know what's going to happen. So we normally do a body scan first and then normally Spirit will show up and start talking. But sometimes they'll have to show up first and like want to talk. Other times they'll show up and they're like hey, we're going to talk about this specific issue or whatever, really. So, um, yeah, just um Lauren.

Speaker 2 1:16:39

Yeah, what do you think of um Manali giving Matthias a little try?

Speaker 3 1:16:45

here. Yeah, I was thinking, if you want to give Matthias a demonstration, go for it, he's all yours. I'm like before. We kind of get into that, like, like, are you cool?

Speaker 1 1:16:56

with that. I don't want to just like put you on the.

Speaker 4 1:16:58

We're not trying to hijack you, but no, no, I want to hijack him she decides I decide for him okay, I have your past life after the war, so two questions I asked before readings um for you. I got this really strong before um I got here was one was do you want to know everything? Yeah, Basically when I say that, it means are you open to hearing what they have to say, or do you want me to kind of couch it? Sometimes, period can be really direct and so a lot of people are like, well, they're nervous about like if you want the softer version, that's fine.

Speaker 4 1:17:30

But, I just have this really weird feeling to ask you that. And then the other thing I was gonna ask was um, or say was um? Obviously, if it gets really personal, I'll let you guys can edit it out, because I don't want that to you guys.

Speaker 3 1:17:43

Yeah, we already agreed that if there's anything that we're not comfortable putting out there, we're gonna cut it out. But, um, you're, I'm gonna speak for you now uh, you're free to say whatever comes to mind.

Speaker 4 1:17:57

Okay, go ahead all right jess is so excited she's like buzzing right next to me.

Speaker 2 1:18:02

So I'm like kind of like, well, I also like we feed off each other, but I feel like sometimes I hope the narratives come together.

Speaker 4 1:18:09

So the first thing that's popping up for me is a mom figure. So is your mom past.

Speaker 1 1:18:14

No, she's alive. Is there some okay?

Speaker 4 1:18:17

so, um, then it's probably your grandmother. It just she feels young. That's why I'm saying it felt like your mom at first, so, um, your grandmother's passed on your mom's side.

Speaker 1 1:18:24

Yes, yeah, okay, so it's her. Was she young at heart? Yeah, I would say so. Yeah, playful and okay, that's where you go. Yeah, okay, all right, she's going to come for me and you have a brother, right? Yeah, I have half brothers, okay, half brothers, okay. Would this be on your dad's side or your, my dad's side?

Speaker 4 1:18:44

Okay, she's just referencing that you have other siblings she's talking about a brother in particular and you have a younger brother right. Are they both? No, no, both are older. Who's the young? Oh, hold on, hold on. She's talking about somebody younger, so hold on. So I'm like wait, hold on. Sometimes I don't know what's great I'm so sorry.

Speaker 2 1:19:02

I'm full time to blanket on and she like freaked out the touch.

Speaker 4 1:19:05

Stir spirit doesn't normally get that close they normally stand about three feet away from me, so I'm like what so, um, hold on. I'm just saying understanding, so you're, so you're the younger. No, that's not right, hold on. Was your mom the?

Speaker 1 1:19:21

youngest. Uh, she was an only child. She was only oh, okay, okay.

Speaker 4 1:19:27

So I'm just what she actually wants to talk about. She wants to know your job actually. Do you just not enjoy it?

Speaker 1 1:19:33

I do enjoy my job, you said the same thing to me.

Speaker 3 1:19:36

We work at the same place.

Speaker 4 1:19:38

Oh, that's right. So it's probably you, though no, she's talking about like it's shift or change in your job and you're not necessarily loving it the way that you do.

Speaker 1 1:19:46

Is this right? Yeah, I mean, there's like a shift.

Speaker 3 1:19:51

There's an upcoming shift.

Speaker 1 1:19:53

Yeah, yeah, oh okay.

Speaker 4 1:19:57

She's just referencing that and she's acknowledging that. I think. Good for you. Just know that you're probably also like do you have like some kind of side hobby or something that you enjoy doing that you're like, oh, I can make money off of this because, like, I'm feeling like there's maybe something else added to your excitement of doing something like that's like a job, but not necessarily your actual job. Does that make sense?

Speaker 1 1:20:16

I mean, I do um like yeah, I, I do uh like edit videos and stuff like that.

Speaker 4 1:20:25

But yeah, I just feel like you're really good at it and I feel like if you put yourself out there you might get more business. So that may be something to like kind of ponder. Um, have you had fear about parenting? Like she's just saying that you're a good dad. So I don't know if you've had some fear about parenting or like you've been kind of awkward about it, hesitant about it, but she's saying that you're really good yeah, I mean I'm.

Speaker 1 1:20:49

I'm not a parent, but I'm. I do have a niece. That's very close. You're like a parental figure. Yeah, I would say so.

Speaker 4 1:21:03

She's saying good job, she wants you to know that, even if you feel awkward or a little hesitant, you're doing a good job. Thank you. Your grandmother is so funny. Hold on, she wants to talk some more. So would this be your grandmother? Would she have been Swedishedish? Yes, okay, because she's talking was kind of like her english. She's trying to train. That's the other thing. I forgot to say this. So, um, when spirit comes through, if their native language, english, will come through with an accent, which is really cool. But the way that they talk, so that the phrases are turned um or spoken um, is formatted as if they're speaking like swedish, and so it's slightly different. So I have to like translate it down into like okay, yeah, I was.

Speaker 1 1:21:42

I was worried it would be lost in translation, so then you know, or that she just speed in speaking swedish.

Speaker 4 1:21:58

Yeah, yeah, yeah, more, more, that's yeah, so um, I used to live in denmark, so oh like you got that out of your melody.

Speaker 2 1:22:14

That is cool.

Speaker 4 1:22:15

So let me see what else she wants to talk about. Hold on, she's talking about your mom. So I know you said your mom isn't half or so. It'll be her daughter but she's talking are you concerned about her health or there's something you're concerned about? She's circling back around to your mom and she's just talking about that. You've learned, um, and I'm not if it's health related or like hold on.

Speaker 1 1:22:34

Is it drinking? No, who was the drinker? No, she's talking about I don't know.

Speaker 4 1:22:40

Does she need drink more water like what's?

Speaker 1 1:22:42

going on health-wise with your mom, I don't know. I mean she has like diabetes and but that's how to drink more water. She needs some more water.

Speaker 4 1:22:51

Okay, yeah, hold on does she also have like any um longer chest related issues? Like I'm feeling like heavy in my chest, which is normally an indicator of either like my mom yeah, which is not heart always related.

Speaker 4 1:23:04

I should always preference that. Normally it's like um, it could be asthma, it could mean that she's having a hard time breathing. It means that she's having um kind of like feeling kind of depressed. It could mean all sorts of things, but I just keep feeling like kind of depressed. It could mean all sorts of things, but she keeps feeling kind of heavy in her chest. So is there anything that you know health-related wise that she's struggling with in her?

Speaker 1 1:23:21

upper chest area, not that I know of. No, okay, you might not be scared and that could also just mean she has a cold.

Speaker 4 1:23:27

It could be really simple as a cold, but just see how she's feeling. Yeah, don't stress out when everyone's like, oh my God, it's a heart attack. No, I'm not, don't panic over this please.

Speaker 1 1:23:37

Don't freak out. She does complain about her coughing. She coughs a lot. Oh, she's very coughing. Yeah, she's not a smoker though, right? No, no.

Speaker 4 1:23:47

Yeah, I would definitely say she should probably drink more water, but also probably get her lungs checked out. I'm feeling like something's either. Yeah, just have her get it checked out, because something's not right and I can feel that I'm trying to see, if she don't tell me what it is. Um, it feels it's not pneumonia, but it feels like there's something like in her lungs. It feels kind of heavy. So I'm assuming it's like something similar to that where you know she should probably have maybe even an antibiotic to clear something out, because something's not right.

Speaker 1 1:24:11

Does it hurt when she breath breathes? What Does it hurt when she breathes? No, not that she.

Speaker 4 1:24:17

It's a flavor Like. It's not like a clear breath. I'm hearing pleurisy.

Speaker 2 1:24:20

It feels like I'm hearing pleurisy. It's an infection of the lung lining and it can cause a lot of breathing issues.

Speaker 1 1:24:28

It's nothing that can't be cleared with an antibiotic, so please.

Speaker 2 1:24:32

Google pleurisy biotic.

Speaker 1 1:24:33

So please google thoracy. Thank you, check it out at the doctors yeah, so it's cool.

Speaker 4 1:24:38

So the way that I do a body scan is I kind of just glance down your body and it feels like it can be talked about, like I feel anything. So aren't you going right to your stomach? So, are you, um, are you sensitive to some? Are you sensitive to food, or do you have a stomach ache? Or lauren, are you okay? She's laughing, I'm laughing, you got something, okay. So I was like straight to your stomach and I'm like also, um, oh, yeah, um it.

Speaker 2 1:25:02

it takes like toxins out and yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't always know what organ is.

Speaker 4 1:25:07

That's a question, and that you have a sensitivity. Also, do you drink a lot of junk Like? Do you eat a lot of junk food or sugar or something Like you're not?

Speaker 1 1:25:15

eating healthy, you have to eat better. Well, I have actually recently started to eat better, but before that You've got to tighten up on it, though You're not quite there yet.

Speaker 4 1:25:27

You've got to Before that. You're not quite there yet.

Speaker 1 1:25:29

You gotta tighten up a little bit more.

Speaker 4 1:25:30

You're getting there, but you gotta like pull your shit together a little bit more on that, okay, also, um, are you like pro? I know you said your Was it your mom or your grandma? That?

Speaker 1 1:25:37

was diabetic. Was it your mom? Yeah, okay.

Speaker 2 1:25:40

So, um, oh, maybe that was what it was. It is Okay A1's done, do you?

Speaker 3 1:25:46

know what that is. What is that?

Speaker 1 1:25:47

Your blood sugar. I'm eating pancreas.

Speaker 3 1:25:51

So this double check Is that like a never, you've never gotten your blood done.

Speaker 1 1:25:55

I think so, maybe when I was young, you don't want to Just get your A1.

Speaker 2 1:26:01

It's nothing scary, I have it. I'm the smallest I've ever been. You just can't beat genetics. Wait, is that?

Speaker 3 1:26:06

just like the finger prick. Wait, is that just like the finger prick? Yeah, oh, ante has one of those. Okay, yeah, we can get that done now, just test your blood sugar.

Speaker 2 1:26:13

But no, go get your fasting blood. So go get blood tests done before you eat something in the morning. Because something about your pancreas is off, okay.

Speaker 4 1:26:22

Yeah, nothing bad, and also I'm just seeing what else.

Speaker 1 1:26:27

Are you shy sometimes about speaking up? Yeah, I would say so. Does lauren kind of get like?

Speaker 4 1:26:30

excited and feisty like I love. Lauren, you're like feisty and it's fun. Like, are you sometimes like a little too feisty? Like you feel like sometimes you can speak up a little bit? Yeah?

Speaker 1 1:26:39

she answered for you? Yes, look at her.

Soulful Connections and Podcast Growth

Speaker 4 1:26:44

You didn't have to work on, but like you know, you take it down a few notches, lauren, and then you raise it a few notches and then it'll be like a good match. Like you guys are very well this is fun for me to say, and I'm not just saying this but like you guys are well matched um. But like you're gonna have to like learn how to like speak up a little bit more. That way you feel like you're more of um. Like that way you can like you'll connect with the kids differently and like Lauren and you will connect differently. But like you just have to speak up a little bit more. And she also knows, like she knows that she can rely on you and you have her back 110%. But sometimes she just needs that other 10% for the same part, the communication part. Sometimes I feel like she just feels like she's just talking to herself and like she's like, come on, dude.

Speaker 1 1:27:27

Like just give me a few more words, all.

Speaker 4 1:27:31

I'm asking is a few extra words Like come on, I learned your fucking English.

Speaker 1 1:27:37

Have fun. You know what I mean, so I'll give you a few more words. She won't speak it that much. So I'm the one who has to speak English all the time. Well see, maybe you guys can compromise.

Speaker 4 1:27:51

You can be like if you speak more Swedish, I will speak more.

Speaker 1 1:27:56

No, she just answered no.

Speaker 3 1:28:01

I mean, my Swedish is pretty good, but I get very self-conscious, extremely self-conscious, like if I make a mistake then I shut down and I'm like I'm never speaking Swedish again.

Speaker 1 1:28:13

That's me with English, so so we should speak up to you a little bit.

Speaker 4 1:28:18

Okay, yes, I'm going to say to you You're doing good, Delore. I'm going to say you're doing pretty good, though, yeah sure, are you two business partners.

Speaker 3 1:28:28

In a way, we just run the podcast.

Speaker 4 1:28:30

Do you feel like there's a part of you that's like maybe not being shown to the world, like you're like hiding it a little bit? I know you said you're shy, but like your inside energy doesn't match what's on the outside.

Speaker 2 1:28:42

That's how it is Do you know what I mean Like your inside energy is really like and social and fun, but like. I think that's why we're talking about the throat right, his throat chakra and needing to open up and speak.

Speaker 1 1:28:52

Yeah, I mean, it's when I'm among friends and stuff, I'm really vocal and, uh, talkative.

Speaker 3 1:29:02

Thank you, yeah, you're very funny in a good way yeah, yeah, thank you yeah, you're welcome, I think also, you're like a little awkward, and you're gonna find someone that finds that so endearing, yeah you're gonna find the perfect partner, and I want

Speaker 4 1:29:21

to be invited to the wedding, totally down to come to sweden with things. So do you have questions or anybody that you want to talk to that wants you? Do you have anybody who, anybody that you want to talk to, that wants you? Do you have anybody who's past that you would like to talk to? That's the first question and the second question. Do you have any other?

Speaker 1 1:29:34

questions that you want to ask. Uh, I mean, we have already talked about my grandma, because she was very close to me and and, uh, she was so happy that she got to get to talk to you. Do you ever feel her around around you? I don't know, I don't think so, but maybe she's definitely around.

Speaker 4 1:29:54

I'm trying to see if she has a sign or a symbol. I was feeling wings so funny Butterflies. Do you see a lot of butterflies or anything with wings?

Speaker 1 1:30:02

Yeah, she's a wingy thing oh.

Speaker 3 1:30:06

I mean A wingy thing.

Speaker 1 1:30:08

A wingy thing.

Speaker 3 1:30:08

I mean.

Speaker 2 1:30:09

I. What do you think? What do you think I?

Speaker 1 1:30:10

do Like I see, like a sparrow, okay, like a kind of that young at heart sparrow. Yeah, I mean, we do have birds. Oh yeah, I helped a bird just this week. Okay, what kind of bird? Very, I don't know what it's called, it's like greenish. Uh, very nice, very, very beautiful bird.

Speaker 4 1:30:37

Okay, there you go.

Speaker 3 1:30:38

Yeah, perfect it was her just saying I don't know, I haven't prepared anything.

Speaker 4 1:30:51

No, you're good, like I said, let me see if she or anyone else has anything else to add.

Speaker 1 1:30:57

Yeah.

Speaker 4 1:30:58

They're normally very chatty. So she wants to talk about your podcast actually. So this is about both of you guys. Were you guys thinking about like taking a trip or like doing something different with it? About like taking a trip or like doing something different with it? Because she's talking about like changing the platform or like changing how you're doing it, for like a full episode or something, and she's like all for that. I don't know if someone, one of you, is hesitant about it or something, but like she's talking about like you're gonna do really well doing that. But I also see you guys like thinking about like traveling or going somewhere to do something.

Speaker 1 1:31:26

So keep going on that trajectory if that makes any sense to you. Yes, it does. Whoa Okay cool.

Speaker 4 1:31:34

So that's what she's talking about. It's so fun. She's talking about how well she's talking about your partnership, like you guys being really good friends. And she's talking about how Lauren's going to like drive you kicking and screaming to just like expand and like be more bold and just like going like processing and like facing your fears, which is super cool.

Speaker 4 1:31:53

And for lauren, you're learning how to um take it down a few times in the best possible way, but also like you're learning how to you. You love what you're doing and you're so excited. And then to have somebody who just like a stop, like the strongest, I like type I'm just kind of next to you in some way to be able to do it together. You just really needed a friend that could do that with you. That's not like a romantic partner. You needed somebody who was just like super chill and really cool. That being said, your girl is talking about like you're traveling or like you're doing something different, like were you talking about coming back here for a bit or like going to other countries? Like what is she referencing?

Speaker 3 1:32:31

um, we have a trip planned, not for this christmas but next christmas, to uh come home and or to the state uh and spend a week up north and uh four in place. We're gonna speak uh spend a week in universal studios in florida I say foreign place because you know, not new hampshire well then, universal foreign, like it's like.

Speaker 2 1:33:00

I've been honed in on that it's like a completely different world.

Speaker 3 1:33:04

It's universal, yeah no, you're from.

Speaker 4 1:33:08

I think it's time for you to yeah, let's do it. I pulled a bunch of cards. I'm just going to send you a picture, yay.

Speaker 2 1:33:18

I was going to hold them up. Is that?

Speaker 3 1:33:20

cool, yeah, as long as you kind of explain what is on the card for the listeners, well they're pretty self explanatory, but I'll leave the narrative.

Speaker 2 1:33:28

So if I go like that.

Speaker 4 1:33:29

Can you see them?

Speaker 2 1:33:29

what is?

Speaker 4 1:33:29

on the card for the listeners. Well, they're pretty self-explanatory, but I'll leave the narrative. Okay, All right. So if I go like that, can you see them?

Speaker 3 1:33:34

I don't know, Kind of not really.

Speaker 2 1:33:36

Kind of. So that's the spread and then over here. So what ends up happening is I pull cards? Okay, I'll send you a picture from a deck.

Speaker 3 1:33:44

Okay.

Speaker 2 1:33:45

Yeah, we'll send you a picture at the end. I put cards from a deck and what I normally do is I shuffle and what comes through. What first came through for you did not feel like you. So when we did our first pee break, I was like I think that maybe the internet is weakening my. But then I did a different kind of bold picture. Sorry, it's okay, come on over. Yeah, don't forget this one. This one's a poor too. Um, and the same cards fell out when I did the other spread. So, uh, they're odd, but for you, okay. So, first of all, this is a what past life, past life. This is a past life. Um, oh, I don't know where to start. Um, do you have any native american in you?

Speaker 2 1:34:31

I don't believe so okay, so what I am?

Speaker 4 1:34:36

what would be the equivalent for um more of the like druid or like native american type resuited like vikings, yeah, okay, yeah so okay, so what we have here is kelp.

Speaker 2 1:34:50

Okay, so you come from a celtic background, which is the norse background, right? Okay, yep um sweden and stuff like that. Okay, what this shows me is that you are very connected. We got trees right, we've got native americans, so at first I took that very literally. Um, this is more spiritual, I think. Yes, and atlantis? Clearly you're not pretty mystical, clearly you're not a fucking mermaid or siren are you sure I could?

Speaker 3 1:35:19

I would love that.

Speaker 2 1:35:21

Yeah, I love the little mermaid maybe I'm a fucking siren, okay, um. And then egypt, okay, right. So what this tells me is that your soul is very, very, because of your celtic connection, same with me. Because of your celtic connection, this represents earth, air, right, all of the spirituality that you have with your um Celtic connection. You're very connected to nature. Do you find peace being outside? Yep, um, this is just about you being the Native American.

Speaker 2 1:36:02

Atlantis, I believe, is just you find comfort in water yeah, to an extent like yeah so like I see you, like when you're stressed, you like take a bath or something yeah, or a shower yeah or sour okay so water, water's, who? Um? What I also see is both of these are very, very ancient, so it's funny that you were going back, because one of the cards that fell out that I didn't was high priestess, which is a religious woman of celtic tradition she was often with vikings um, or she was the irish. So with that said, boo boo, are you very, very connected spiritually like not necessarily god.

Speaker 3 1:36:45

You believe like you don't think we're shitting here um, yeah, no, no, I I believe in like, the spiritual world and like speaking to uh likes and stuff like I. I find it very, very interesting. Were you raised catholic? No, I was not raised religiously at all.

Speaker 2 1:37:08

Okay, so this comes back to Irish. So in a former life the Norse or whatever the Celtic connection you were Irish, roman Catholic, roman Catholic. Somehow it might not have been the same life.

Speaker 2 1:37:22

Sometimes, the lives like mine blended and I had to like, sit there and like figure it out like a freaking short story, it was wild. Had to like, sit there and like, figure it out like a freaking short story, it was wild. Um, but the regal roman piece, the celtic piece, you were some sort of droid or high priestess, someone who was powerful. You haven't you just haven't unlocked it yet and you keep blocking it okay um, yeah, so to let them in all, right, okay.

Speaker 2 1:37:47

So the spirituality piece, um, and religion. You took some sort of vow. That's why you need to uphold it in this life, because you took a vow in your past life that you were going to do this and bring healing to the world with this gift that you have. I want to interrupt.

Speaker 4 1:38:02

No, yeah, go ahead. No, no, I was just gonna say the way that you're doing your podcast, that's the way you're doing it already and you're gonna it's gonna shift a little bit, which is partly what his grandmother is talking about, but like you're gonna find a different like even though it's really fun and you guys have such cool different conversations I feel like you're gonna start like going into a direction where you're gonna conquer like some I don't know. It just feels like you're gonna go into some deeper, like spiritual pieces and like interview some really interesting people that are like.

Speaker 2 1:38:29

I just feel like it's gonna take off and I feel like you're gonna play a lot with, like the spirit world yeah, me too and you're gonna really like enjoy reaching out to those people and having those experiences. Oh my god, yeah, um, okay. So, uh, which one do I want to go? This one, okay. So you were a scribe or writer. Okay, like for the church. Okay, you're very into the arts, which is why you're doing what you're doing now.

Speaker 3 1:38:54

I've always, always been into the arts, the music, the painting, the pottery, everything the healing thing for you pottery and I think that's why these kids also came up right Birth pottery, that stuff.

Speaker 2 1:39:06

You were very connected to some sort of spiritual thing, but it wasn't. It was like it's Polly. It's not like you were, like you believed in multiple deities. It's not like you were like locked down to a specific religion? Does?

Speaker 3 1:39:22

that make sense.

Speaker 2 1:39:22

Yeah.

Speaker 4 1:39:22

Okay, that's still like, that's still relevant, I think 100%.

Speaker 2 1:39:27

Absolutely, and that's awesome, and that's why you're going to get your spiritual thing, your awakening, because you, the pieces are aligning from your past life to what you're doing now. And it's going to be like this beautiful, like fun. You're going to come in Side note. Okay, you and hubby, you never had a fucking chance Okay. Awesome, yeah, yeah, good to know um you loved him more than he would ever give you in all the lifetimes yeah so your soul is done with him.

Speaker 2 1:39:59

You have forgiven him yourself and you are no longer going to choose that for your soul as you move forward in your other lifetimes.

Speaker 3 1:40:07

Good, that's what I got for you awesome, thank you, yeah, yeah, especially the whole spouse thing. Yeah, I'm definitely um.

Speaker 2 1:40:17

I didn't really channel him so I couldn't see like what his past life was, but I feel like he was someone didn't believe in what you were doing and kind of shunned it um and oh, almost like jealousy, like he was jealous that you were getting all these people to like believe in trust in you and he just couldn't hang yeah, it wasn't, it wasn't on your vibration in any light right it just took you and all of what you were doing for him away from him.

Speaker 4 1:40:48

Correct, you know.

Speaker 2 1:40:49

Yeah, no away from her. Like her, trying to fix him stifled her and her gifts.

Speaker 4 1:40:54

Well, no, I think he didn't like the fact that she was like doing oh, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 2 1:41:00

And that's what ends up happening when we reach our highest good and we reach what's best served for us. Right yeah, we let go of the toxicity. And that's when our angels, our spirit guides, they bring it in and they, you know, they, give us our blessings because we have been through it yeah yeah, yeah, absolutely. Um. So just want to plug this um, and I'm gonna say it because manali messes it up every time, so her business that we're kind of establishing here is manifesting. When you manifest, friends, speak in present tense.

Speaker 3 1:41:34

Right.

Speaker 2 1:41:35

Okay, it's like I am receiving child support.

Speaker 3 1:41:39

Are you, though? Okay, how am I going to help when I feel sick? One day It'll come.

Aura Readings and Vulnerability

Speaker 2 1:41:45

I have mediation next Friday. So, like I keep hearing about financial abundance, we both know what I'm teaching bro, so I think I'm going to milk him a little bit. So, um or a lot, don't make a go-home dude.

Speaker 2 1:41:59

Um, what was I going to say? Oh, so, yes, it's called um the Naked Soul. Okay, so I mean just the idea of, like, taking it down, taking your trauma out, there being your most vulnerable right, finding yourself vulnerable, being authentic. You have to be vulnerable in order to be read and you have to be vulnerable in order to do the right thing, like becoming your most authentic.

Speaker 4 1:42:23

Yeah absolutely.

Speaker 2 1:42:24

Yeah, you're stripping everything down, right, yeah, so that is the goal, and you know, you know, we're gonna set up that website today all right no we're gonna do it. Okay, we're doing it okay, but yeah, she's gonna offer a bunch of different things, like aura readings. She can read aura what's their aura? We'll do that for funny. Okay, I'm green, yellow and blue Matias is.

Speaker 4 1:42:48

Did I say that right, matias, matias.

Speaker 2 1:42:52

Yeah, bro, I'm sorry the whole time, it's fine. It's fine, I'm dog. Did I say it right or no? No, what is it? Matias, matias, matias.

Speaker 1 1:43:01

Matias.

Speaker 4 1:43:02

Okay, we got this. People mess my name up all the time too, so I always feel bad when I think okay, so yours is um orange on the shoulders and then green around the head, which, um green is heart related. Like you have a big heart, uh, and orange is your connection. I can never remember which one orange is. It's the.

Speaker 2 1:43:23

It's one of the lower, one of the lower chakras I I think it's your say girl Youthful outgoing leader, confident, idealistic, that is not what you said. That was wrong, I know but you said it was on his shoulders.

Speaker 3 1:43:40

That was not helpful. Maybe it's like a burden. I just meant like wear on the.

Speaker 1 1:43:46

I don't know about that. I know what they mean. My shoulders are very.

Speaker 2 1:43:52

He's got so much pain Outspoken. And then the green is compassion and healer and heart chakra. Oh here, no, not that one. Oh Evil, those were vibrators.

Speaker 4 1:44:05

I thought they were hilarious, so having good vibes. So Oren is your sacral, and so the sacral is your second chakra. It's located below the navel. It represents creative and sexual energy. Imbalanced actions would be lack of or repressed creativity, sexual dysfunction, withheld intimacy and emotional isolation. That was like you summed up in our little reading in a good way. So like you're going to go and take finding your soulmate or your life partner however you want to word that and they product your sexuality. And then the heart is the heart chakra, located in the center of the chest. It represents love, self-love and governs our relationships and balance. Attributes would be depression, difficulty in relationships and lack of self-discipline. But you're working on that. You're eating better, you can carry yourself, you're working on your self-worth, like all of that.

Speaker 2 1:44:57

So that's why this is green. Then orange, like orange, is just chilling right here, way more green. Yeah, oh yeah, it's like a them. Yeah, good, yeah, and like manali, I read hers. I didn't know I could read auras, but she is white ish, like this iridescent white, purple, silver, which means medium. But I had no idea she's, I just read her aura yeah, I don't know wild these things. Yeah, do you guys have any further questions?

Speaker 4 1:45:26

sir, do you want to describe it? Lauren? Lauren's what? Oh me, of course.

Speaker 3 1:45:31

Yeah, yellow, and I'm working.

Speaker 2 1:45:34

Is that it? She's green, yellow and green.

Speaker 4 1:45:38

Yeah, this is like yellow and green. So green we already know that's the heart, which is very, that's one of the things that you guys like balance each other out, which is cool. And then so the solar plexus. So the solar plexus is actually located below the chest, like right here, right, like kind of where your stomach is, but not. It represents self-esteem, pleasure, willful power and personal responsibility. Um, inbound attributes would be low self-esteem, control issues and manipulative attendance and use of power.

Speaker 2 1:46:06

So basically, I feel called out. Oh god, it just means that you're, I feel, called out. No, you're working on that. You have way more green, okay, you're way more green than yellow all right it just means you're working on it.

Speaker 4 1:46:18

That's all. Yeah, I'm gonna send this to you guys so you have it.

Exploring Auras and Spiritual Practices

Speaker 4 1:46:21

Yeah, okay, so the way that it opens up for us or for when I do, it is basically now just to, but basically it just um. It just basically shows me, when I'm doing a reading, what needs to be like. If it's like a green, and normally you have a really big part, sometimes it could be something else. It just depends on what is being shared at the moment. Um, but I think sometimes for those who see auras and I can totally show you how to see auras, but basically, um, the way you see auras this is the last thing I'll say um is you. You guys can do it together so someone can stand in front of a white wall and have them close their eyes and recite the alphabet and do it rhythmically. So breathe in, you say a and then you breathe out and breathe in again. You say you know b and then go through the whole and just keep repeating the alphabet and then the other person sitting on the couch or whatever and staring at them stop in your gaze and look just past their shoulders and a lot of times you start to see the white, shimmery light around them and then eventually you'll start to see the colors reach out. Yeah, because I only saw the white shimmery at first. That's probably what happens when you're first starting to connect and you'll start seeing it around, everything that's alive, so plants, animals, whatever.

Speaker 4 1:47:26

That being said, the reason why you need somebody to do rhythmic breathing is so they can increase their work fields. You do it better because normally our work fields are like pretty small, just on our days. This, um, I have a gigantic energy field. It's like a good um, um, it's everywhere. It's like almost a footballing. It's huge, um, do I have it? Probably? Um, yeah, well, because all we can hear it, those are originally for finding water, but it wasn't. Oh, we found all the people, oh, yeah, but anyway. So that's how you see um auras and that's what that means, you guys, which makes sense, yeah, yeah here are three tips okay if you ever into the spirit world.

Speaker 2 1:48:11

I just feel like this needs to be said, because people mess around with this all the time okay one you don't play with a ouija board ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, or spirit box. Two you never go in to an antique store and get the following a mirror, a box or a fucking doll sounds about right yeah, we don't play with that okay no, and like people that play boards that karma's coming back, bro, do not play with that shit.

Speaker 4 1:48:37

Are you going to do any? Um secondhand? I love shopping at secondhand stores for clothes and stuff, but um, make sure you wash, sage or do some type of a company, just because you don't know, and it's not being paranoid, it's just making sure that your energy, you know, it's just clear when it comes into your house.

Speaker 2 1:48:54

Well, we wanted you guys to have a really accurate reading, so I cleansed the energy in this room before because there's been so many readings in here, yeah, and we just have a lot of energy ourselves and I cleared my past life debt. Now, cleared my past life debt. No, I'm going to show my book to you. So one of the things you know to clear, you have to clear the negative energy when you do a reading, because the negative energy, no, it's just the leftover residual. Like you want a new. So, like, one of the things I always do is I pass my cards through, you know Palo Santo, and then it's really weird, but we all do this. I don't even know where it came from. I don't know where I learned it. It kind of feels good at this point, we not. It's about clearing anything that you've had right the non-dominant hand. Always pull with your non-dominant hand and I feel like, literally, because before I even that, I was supposed to do that, I just did it is that right handed, like what what's?

Speaker 2 1:49:46

this one doing what's going on, um, but yeah, it's really kind of weird, like I don't know how to describe it. I just pick up my deck, give it one of those, knock out that energy, you know but, you also like have to be in a space of gratitude. You have to thank them for bringing your gift, and if you're not, then crazy people come and bring it. Yeah, yeah, you gotta keep your balance so you don't have the cuckoo nuts coming.

Speaker 3 1:50:12

Right.

Speaker 2 1:50:13

We're many enough. I need very important information. Okay, so you're gonna get your A1C. Check, though for realsies.

Speaker 3 1:50:19

Yes, we can do that. I have a couple questions that we usually ask our guests. Okay, really quickly, do you guys have a favorite movie? Because that's the only thing that's like that we talk about on every single episode is movies movie nerd, I do I'm just trying to think. There's so many what was that the craft okay, is that witches, oh my goodness or cruel intentions.

Speaker 2 1:50:52

That's where my love of black became a love language. He's seen like all the movies ever oh yeah, um, I'm gonna actually say cruel intentions, because I could cite it by heart right now, after 15 years. Um, let's see, um, she doesn't do horror, so it's not gonna be anything like that I've been watching royally, but I'm trying to think.

Speaker 4 1:51:11

One of my favorite movies was Inside Out Pixar Disney movie that was a good one that makes so much sense it's connected to a Pixar movie. It's like we go on a little journey to go see the dad, find the dad's soul. There's another one, there's another one Soul. Soul. Oh, that was a good one, but no, there was a different one. I can't think of it. Yeah.

Speaker 1 1:51:32

No, there's another one about the kid Coco. I don't know.

Speaker 2 1:51:34

All I know is one about the mom and her fucking baby dumpling destroyed me. I can't, why Is?

Speaker 3 1:51:40

that the short Were you talking about.

Speaker 2 1:51:53

That is such a good movie. Yeah, love that movie, my kids love that movie?

Speaker 3 1:51:57

okay, my last question is a segment that I'm really trying to pick up on the podcast is um, what is ruining your life right now?

Speaker 4 1:52:07

What is ruining your life? Right?

Speaker 3 1:52:08

now Lack of money?

Speaker 4 1:52:09

Yeah, no, I think it is. I think that I think it's anxiety about the unknown, because I don't know. Even on the psychic one, I'm just like I don't know what's happening, what, what about you, the tits of wisdom cannot see.

Speaker 2 1:52:22

Wait what?

Speaker 4 1:52:22

You have less than a minute. What, oh, about what I just lost?

Speaker 2 1:52:26

track. What did we ask? What did you?

Speaker 3 1:52:28

ask what is ruining your life right now?

Speaker 2 1:52:30

Um the fact that I've given my heart and soul to every fucking person in my entire life and for some reason, I can't have my soul It'll come, I'm sure.

Speaker 3 1:52:40

I mean, if nothing else, you're something.

Speaker 2 1:52:42

Mine is just I know that I don't need romantic love around me right now because I'm trying to like figure my own shit out, but like I feel it's such a healthy um, and I have so many boundaries now and I know what I want, what I don't want, and so I really just I'm just kind of like come on, like I gave. I raised how many children that weren't mine because their parents can't. Like I did all these things like can I 20 years of narcissists? Can I please just have my right so?

Speaker 2 1:53:06

I think that's what's really frustrating for me right now. But um, I gotta just go with the flow and trust my spirit. Guys know that they this one tells me I'm not gonna die alone with cats be sad.

Speaker 3 1:53:18

That would be unfortunate if you don't like cats right.

Speaker 2 1:53:21

No, it's fine, I'm not okay, um, but yeah, other than that, I I really I'm good, yeah, yeah, good worst shit too like I just can't wait to be done with him because, um right, I know I don't know.

Speaker 3 1:53:36

All right, this has been so fun. I'm so glad we did this. Um, when your website comes up, where, where can we find you guys? Oh, um.

Speaker 4 1:53:47

So the best way to have these. Um. So, minali m-o-a-l-i, um or um, I will be my. Yeah, can I throw that to you somewhere?

Speaker 3 1:53:57

absolutely. Yep, we can throw it up on social media yeah, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 2 1:54:02

So, um, that's our goal today is to get that up and out there and stuff. We're gonna eat something. Yeah, oh boy, yeah, and then we're eat something I'm going to eat.

Speaker 3 1:54:09

Oh boy.

Speaker 4 1:54:11

Yeah, and then we're going to do that.

Speaker 3 1:54:13

I'll send you guys the promo thing that I made and posted this morning.

Speaker 2 1:54:19

This thing? Yeah, that's so fun, I would love that. Yeah, it's so special, I know Then we can put it on.

Speaker 4 1:54:35

Oh, I'm put it on, I'm not putting it. Oh my god, I told my everyone, everyone. My mom, I hate my mom. Oh shit, well, I'm. If you want me to cut anything, I will just let me know now, and the only thing I want you to cut is what color. Yeah, okay, that's weird, I know, but basically people can actually see. That's what they'll see.

Speaker 3 1:54:41

Um, I don't even it's like telling your secrets no, no, no yeah, then I had no.

Speaker 2 1:54:48

Oh yeah, no, I had no. Okay, yeah it. I mean yeah, I am not hiding, or protecting the more, so you know what for all you do all right you send it okay, um right, what is your website gonna be called? Um, do you have the thingy yet? No, but it's going to be called, I hope, the naked soul Dot com. Yeah, okay, and as far as I go, I'm not really part of the business. I see myself getting bald later he's like silent, non-silent.

Speaker 4 1:55:23

Yeah, the left side of things.

Speaker 3 1:55:25

You're Matias.

Speaker 2 1:55:26

I also feel like eventually we're going to. I also left side of things. You're, matias. I also feel like, um, eventually we're gonna. I also feel like eventually we're going mesh like there's something.

Speaker 2 1:55:36

Yeah, I'm having a some sort um and she'll do cards and stuff eventually well, no, so that was what I was gonna say, um, if people want to do cards, what I want to do just charge a very small amount right now, just eat wet, um, not be like going and having a regular, because I just I don't want to do that. So I was thinking to throw out, like venmo me, a donation, okay, you know. Yeah. So, um, that's kind of where I am at, because right now I don't the month, I mean I don't need the money, right, I'm okay. You know what I mean for minali. This is a bigger thing for me.

Speaker 4 1:56:05

I'm just my feet wet and I just want to help people and have them know that and I think too, like for our international people, to people like um zoom or, if it's not, facebook or you know the best way to get in touch with me more and have them message you and then give me absolutely yeah, and if they want to read and have to find me right.

Speaker 3 1:56:28

You need to go back to Hoyt. I liked it better. Anyway, sorry, yeah, I'm not going back to my maiden name just because it blends in more over here. Yeah, and plus my first name is, so my first name is so difficult for pretty much everyone to pronounce over here. Anyway, maxwell, yeah, they pronounce it really weird. They pronounce every single letter like La-we-an-uh, oh or something. Yeah, yeah, they're so weird yeah. No one can really pronounce my name, so at least I have my last name, right yeah?

Speaker 2 1:57:05

Got it, yeah, no, so yeah, they'll definitely have to find me or Manali, manali's not as.

Speaker 3 1:57:10

Right.

Speaker 2 1:57:11

All as unique as Smith.

Speaker 3 1:57:14

Okay, well, Before we wrap up, I want to know oh yeah, my favorite movie ever is definitely Rocky Horror Picture Show Nice.

Speaker 1 1:57:25

Yeah, and I have so many, but I always circle back to Terminator 2. That's.

Speaker 3 1:57:33

Why should I?

Speaker 1 1:57:35

Mine is dancing. I'm like I knew I had one, I just couldn't help it.

Speaker 2 1:57:40

Yeah, yeah, I just like wouldn't see that coming Right, jew no.

Speaker 3 1:57:45

No.

Speaker 2 1:57:49

I just like watching dancing. For me watching it's like Fiddler in the Room. I can't so strong I can't. This shit's happened and I just can't so anyway, that was my last question alright.

Speaker 3 1:58:04

Well, we're gonna wrap this up. We hope to see you guys at our live Madlands event on Twitch, and this will be posted on Tuesday. So we're going to go ahead and thank everyone who did show up and participated and played with us. And do you have anything? Do you have anything you want to say?

Speaker 1 1:58:26

I don't think so Do I Do you?

Speaker 3 1:58:28

No, I don't think, so Do I.

Speaker 1 1:58:29

Do you?

Speaker 3 1:58:30

No, I don't think so, that's a no, all right, you can say yeah. Yeah, all right, I'm going to challenge you. What do you have to say? Practicing what's the first thing that comes up in your head?

Speaker 1 1:58:40

Windows. Oh my God.

Speaker 2 1:58:42

No, you're so dumb, soul Eyes windows absolutely.

Speaker 3 1:58:47

Yeah, or it's just what's in front of you. Yeah, wow, that was good.

Speaker 2 1:58:50

Thank you, you're welcome.

Speaker 4 1:58:52

Yeah, wow, good All right.

Speaker 3 1:58:55

Thank you guys, so much for joining us and talking to us. Yeah, and we will have to do this again sometime, yeah.

Speaker 2 1:59:02

I know I'm wondering if we should start our own podcast, you?

Speaker 4 1:59:06

should On that express cat definitely, oh my god the hot mess.

Speaker 2 1:59:20

All right, if you um if you need any help with that website. Oh my god, I gotta eat something.

Speaker 3 1:59:30

Alright, if you need any help with that website, let me know. We'll talk to you guys later. Thank you Love you. Bye, bye, alright, that was it. Thank you for listening and we will be back on Tuesday.

Speaker 1 1:59:47

Yes, yeah, next week. That's Tuesday. Yes, yeah, yeah, next week.

Speaker 3 1:59:49

Next week, that's 88. No, no, 90.

Speaker 1 1:59:53

90.

Speaker 3 1:59:54

90. Oh, hitting the 90s. Yeah, all right. Yeah, all right, we'll be back next week.

Speaker 1 2:00:02

Yes.

Speaker 3 2:00:02

Bye.

Speaker 1 2:00:03

Bye-bye.

Speaker 3 2:00:04

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Speaker 1 2:00:08

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Speaker 3 2:00:18

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Speaker 1 2:00:23

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Speaker 3 2:00:31

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Speaker 1 2:00:34

And we'll be back with another one next Tuesday on a podcast provider near you.

Speaker 3 2:00:40

Goodbye Mattias, goodbye Lauren.